Triggering (SI/ED) - I had enough *suicide*

brap_brap · 10-12-2008, 08:44 PM

Argh i have had enough i started to purge again and i just feel like i cant carry on just at the moment. I have had this puppy for 3 weeks and i just feel like its not responding to house training or walking on the lead because my mum rubs its own nose in its pea when it has done it in the house and she drags it

I feel anger with that and im so frustrated at the mo because of the puppy

I have to do a stupid assignment for college and i cant think about it at the mo but i have to do it

Can it be over

My physitrist is seeing me every 3 weeks and i cant make this one coming up and i forgot the number to phone.

She doesnt know about my purging man i never going to get better

phoenixflames_forever · 10-12-2008, 11:12 PM

*sends lots of hugs*
sorry i don't seem to have much useful to suggest.
Is there anyway you could speak to your mum about different strategies of training the puppy? Maybe find a website that shows better methods or a dog training class which may make you feel better about the situation as well.
As for your psychiatrist am not sure what to do about the missing number....will it be in the yellow pages? You should however when you eventually get to see your psychiatrist talk about the purging, because you deserve help and no case is helpless you can get better, and hope fully the psychiatrist will help you find ways of doing that. Pm me anytime.

Take care,

Phoenix xxx

brap_brap · 10-12-2008, 11:51 PM

I tried but my mum suggested puppy clases and she has the number but i think i have to phone up.
It might be.

Thankyou i will try and write it down on paper so it will be easier but she thinks im made great progress with my SH

SecretMe · 15-12-2008, 04:41 AM

*HUGS*

I'm sorry you are having a tough time. Puppies can take a little while to train. I have had lots of animals... a class might be a good ideal if the stress is really getting to you.

I also believe you should tell your psychiatrist and/or someone else who is helping you about the purging because you do deserve to get all the help and support that you can. You will get better. You are doomed to have this be your life.

You are a good person worthy of care, love, and support.

Please hang in there and know you aren't alone here.