I had enough *suicide*
 

Argh i have had enough i started to purge again and i just feel like i cant carry on just at the moment. I have had this puppy for 3 weeks and i just feel like its not responding to house training or walking on the lead because my mum rubs its own nose in its pea when it has done it in the house and she drags it

I feel anger with that and im so frustrated at the mo because of the puppy

I have to do a stupid assignment for college and i cant think about it at the mo but i have to do it

Can it be over

My physitrist is seeing me every 3 weeks and i cant make this one coming up and i forgot the number to phone.

She doesnt know about my purging man i never going to get better

*sends lots of hugs*
sorry i don't seem to have much useful to suggest.
Is there anyway you could speak to your mum about different strategies of training the puppy? Maybe find a website that shows better methods or a dog training class which may make you feel better about the situation as well.
As for your psychiatrist am not sure what to do about the missing number....will it be in the yellow pages? You should however when you eventually get to see your psychiatrist talk about the purging, because you deserve help and no case is helpless you can get better, and hope fully the psychiatrist will help you find ways of doing that. Pm me anytime.

Take care,

Phoenix xxx

I tried but my mum suggested puppy clases and she has the number but i think i have to phone up.
It might be.

Thankyou i will try and write it down on paper so it will be easier but she thinks im made great progress with my SH