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Old 29-09-2008, 07:46 AM   #1
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Triggering (Sexual Abuse) - freaking out

like totally freaking out right now
scared out of my mind
totally dont wanna have to go there today
dont want to have to see him
totally freaking out


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Old 29-09-2008, 08:17 AM   #2
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I hear how you're feeling utterly terrified by something you have to do today. You're really frightened at having to see someone. Someone who's had a damaging impact on your life. Will there be other people there to help keep it safe for you?

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Old 29-09-2008, 08:26 AM   #3
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yeh there are going to be other people threre

time is getting closer to leave and go and i am freaking
they keep saying it a be ok your doing the right thing
but it dont feel right and i am freaked

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Old 29-09-2008, 08:27 AM   #4
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I hear how uncomfortable and awkward you feel about doing this. I hope it works out ok. Do you have some strategies to help with your anxiety?

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Old 29-09-2008, 08:35 AM   #5
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no i cant even think stright right now

wannna hide in my room and lock the door and not go
is freaking me out so much

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Old 29-09-2008, 08:37 AM   #6
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Is anyone going with you?

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Old 29-09-2008, 08:44 AM   #7
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yes the people i live with are comeing with me

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Old 29-09-2008, 10:52 PM   #8
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freaking out more then ever dont wanna go to sleep
cant deal with this
now all the memories are back
have to do it again tomorrow dont wanna just so freaked

sorry

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Old 29-09-2008, 11:10 PM   #9
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can you watch tv in bed till you fall asleep? that helps me sometimes.
or im here if you want to talk or anything.



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Old 30-09-2008, 07:37 AM   #10
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((holds you gently))
How're you doing this morning?

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Old 30-09-2008, 10:55 AM   #11
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not so good
could not sleep been awake most of the night
am not likeing all this stuff
dont wanna do it anymore

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Old 30-09-2008, 06:59 PM   #12
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keep strong sweetheart
maybe use live help or samaritans if things get really bad?



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