ive got them i can do it ive already self harmed enough i really need help i tried talking to the guy i love n hes to busy to talk to me wen im fellin so low and most vunerable people just call me pathetic wen i tell them whats wrong i cant even tell him what im planning to do tonite coz he will tell every1 n i dont want that i just want to die peacefully but i want some1 to talk to xx
Last edited by whatsthepoint : 19-07-2008 at 02:41 AM.
Reason: Title wasnt right
Aw, I'm sorry you feel this way honey. Just try to be strong. I've been through a lot lately too. We've just got to hang on and things will get better...
Hun
We do care. Have you already taken something? If you have you need to go and get checked out. Things won't always feel this bad you can and will get through this, you just need to hold on for a bit longer. Is there anything in particular making you feel this low?
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
As crazycat has said if you have taken an OD you need to get checked out by a doctor.
A lot of RYLs members are in the UK and it's the middle of the night there right now, so just because you didn't get a reply right away doesn't mean no one cares, there may not have been may people online at the time.
Is there anything you can do to distract yourself from how you are feeling right now? RYL has a games arcade with lots of distractions and there is a whole list on the main site.
Also, just to let you know a lot of people have a hard time understanding text speak.
Well it breaks my heart to see you this way,
The beauty in life, where's it gone?
And somebody told me you were doing okay,
Somehow I guess they were wrong.
A lot of people don't know what to say to someone who is suicidal, and they feel awkward and uncomfortable, but that doesn't mean they don't want to help you.
Well it breaks my heart to see you this way,
The beauty in life, where's it gone?
And somebody told me you were doing okay,
Somehow I guess they were wrong.
I know it might be hard to see right now but i think there must be a part of you that wants to live even if it only is a small bit. That small bit posted here and asked for help, which is really good. Fight for that bit and please go and get the help that you need and deserve.
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
Heya hun, I'm sorry I didn't see this post earlier.. I hope you are ok.. I know exactly how you feel about the family and friends thing.. I came throuogh it, yes I attempted the easy way out and I am glad that I am still here now, or I would have damaged a lot of other people..
Please, I have got through this and I have never been a very strong person, never known what to do because I had it done for me up until my family turned against me.. Along with the friends of mine that they lied to about me..
I am still here and I am finding life difficult, but it's so much better than it used ot be and I know that I am a better, stronger person for fighting through it..
Please, if you're still here do the same.. You will not regret it once you see the light at the end, I promise you :)
Take care, *big, safe hugs*
My PM box is always open if you need to talk
xxKirstenxx
Allie, I'll never forget you..
Love You Always.
You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You must do the things which you think you cannot do.
