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ive got them i can do it ive already self harmed enough i really need help i tried talking to the guy i love n hes to busy to talk to me wen im fellin so low and most vunerable people just call me pathetic wen i tell them whats wrong i cant even tell him what im planning to do tonite coz he will tell every1 n i dont want that i just want to die peacefully but i want some1 to talk to xx:crying:

no1 cares anymore they just proved it im all alone in the dark and it seems im goin to stay like that especially after tonite

Aw, I'm sorry you feel this way honey. Just try to be strong. I've been through a lot lately too. We've just got to hang on and things will get better...

Hun
We do care. Have you already taken something? If you have you need to go and get checked out. Things won't always feel this bad you can and will get through this, you just need to hold on for a bit longer. Is there anything in particular making you feel this low?

yh i have already taken stuff

You need to go and get checked out now, OD's are very dangerous. Things can get better.

no i sed to every1 tonite i was going but i didnt tell them where onli i know the place im going

As crazycat has said if you have taken an OD you need to get checked out by a doctor.

A lot of RYLs members are in the UK and it's the middle of the night there right now, so just because you didn't get a reply right away doesn't mean no one cares, there may not have been may people online at the time.

Is there anything you can do to distract yourself from how you are feeling right now? RYL has a games arcade with lots of distractions and there is a whole list on the main site.

Also, just to let you know a lot of people have a hard time understanding text speak.

theres nothin thats gonna stop me from doing this i cant speak to anyone i know they all think im pathetic so i decided to take the easy way out

A lot of people don't know what to say to someone who is suicidal, and they feel awkward and uncomfortable, but that doesn't mean they don't want to help you.

trust me they dont want anything to do with me not after tonite anyway

People have replied on here, doesn't that show you people care? Please get checked out

i mean my family and friends they reli couldnt care less

What makes you think they don't care? Please get checked out. You do deserve a life

i cant live a life of pain and hatred its like my life its crumbling around me and all i can do is watch and i dont want to do that

I know it might be hard to see right now but i think there must be a part of you that wants to live even if it only is a small bit. That small bit posted here and asked for help, which is really good. Fight for that bit and please go and get the help that you need and deserve.

im going now anyway so thank you all xxxx

Please don't go, unless you are going to get some help. You really do need to get checked out if you have OD

Heya hun, I'm sorry I didn't see this post earlier.. I hope you are ok.. I know exactly how you feel about the family and friends thing.. I came throuogh it, yes I attempted the easy way out and I am glad that I am still here now, or I would have damaged a lot of other people..

Please, I have got through this and I have never been a very strong person, never known what to do because I had it done for me up until my family turned against me.. Along with the friends of mine that they lied to about me..

I am still here and I am finding life difficult, but it's so much better than it used ot be and I know that I am a better, stronger person for fighting through it..

Please, if you're still here do the same.. You will not regret it once you see the light at the end, I promise you :)

Take care, *big, safe hugs*

My PM box is always open if you need to talk

xxKirstenxx

So many people care about you..

Im so worried.

Are you feeling ok?

Please go to a hospital.