I don't know what brought it on, but i KNOW if i go to my room to sleep, i WILL cut tonight. something in my brain is screaming to cut, slice, see blood, anything, i don't know how long i'll be able to stay strong, i have NO ONE to talk to...period, not this late, and no one i know that is up, understands SI or anything about it. can you guys just give me anything to help?? the urge is stronger than ive had in a long time, i can't cut, i go to my dads in a week, and he'll ask about the cuts, and camp later this month, and that's all new college people, i wanna make a good impression with them!!! i CAN'T give in!!!
