please help..so triggered right now
 

I don't know what brought it on, but i KNOW if i go to my room to sleep, i WILL cut tonight. something in my brain is screaming to cut, slice, see blood, anything, i don't know how long i'll be able to stay strong, i have NO ONE to talk to...period, not this late, and no one i know that is up, understands SI or anything about it. can you guys just give me anything to help?? the urge is stronger than ive had in a long time, i can't cut, i go to my dads in a week, and he'll ask about the cuts, and camp later this month, and that's all new college people, i wanna make a good impression with them!!! i CAN'T give in!!!:shocked::mad::cry::notsure:

You are stronger than this hunni! *hugs*
Like your siggy says...
"So be strong tonight - remember who you are
Ya you're a soldier now - fighting in a battle
To be free once more -Ya that's worth fighting for"....
You're a soldier and you've got to fight it. I know you can, and you've already proved you're that little bit stronger by posting on here. PM me if you want to chat! xxx

You can get thru it. Maybe stay up a bit longer and try and calm yourself before you go to bed?
I hope you got thru the night okay, take care
xxxx