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11-05-2008, 06:10 AM
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Join Date: Jun 2007
Location: Utah
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Loneliness
Whenever I do something with my friends, I manage to have a good time and seem like a happy person, but after they leave I always have this hug drop in attitude. I feel so alone, so depressed afterwards that I don't know what to do. It is way worse than if I would have just done nothing, but of course I don't want to do that. I end up sacrificing feeling okay for some moments of happiness followed by extended periods of extreme sadness.
I guess I was just wondering if anyone else ever felt like this, and if so if they have anything they do to try and cope.
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"We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness
is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love."
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11-05-2008, 07:12 AM
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Art is a lie that makes us realise the truth
Join Date: Jun 2007
Location: South West England
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*hugs* this is something i struggle with a lot and ive come to the conclusion thats its about me not feeling deserving of the good times. Could this be similar for you? Sometimes i wonder whether allowing myself to have the good times are worth the low-ness that inevitably comes afterwards, but ive come to the conclusion that it's actually ok to have some fun and to feel 'ok', even if just for 5mins.
But yeah, i can relate to wat ure saying.
Love and hugs
Dani
xx
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11-05-2008, 09:14 AM
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Even superheroes need a friend
Join Date: Aug 2007
Location: Cape Town, South Africa
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I get that when I go out. I enjoy being out with friends but when I get home I'll feel so alone. But it's so worth it because you make some good memories while you're out and about. I just try and look forward to the next time I see my friends and distract myself inbetween.
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11-05-2008, 10:39 AM
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Join Date: Jun 2007
Location: norwich
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I agree with dani i find it hard to allow myself to have a good time and feel deserving of that. For me believing that the people i am with wants to be with me and that they aren't thinking that i dont deserve to enjoy myself.
Is this how you feel are is it something else?
Mark
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11-05-2008, 09:13 PM
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I welcome the reaper
Join Date: Apr 2008
Location: Miskatonic university
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I have this feeling anytime I hang out with either of my two friends, but I don't really have any advice about it, thats why I'm on here and several other online boards trying to feel like I'm needed to one of them.
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Take me away, I just want out from this self-imprisoned self-made Hell. Don't be surprsed, this is your mind coming to life by self-sacrifice. This tragedy of death will walk hand in hand with every thought of regret. Blame yourself for what you've become. The mind is a powerful thing set to self-destruct.
~I, Dementia - Whitechapel~
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12-05-2008, 03:57 AM
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Join Date: Jun 2007
Location: Utah
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Now that I think about it lot of the sadness could be due to the fact that I don't find myself worthy for happiness.
I'm really glad that I'm not as alone as feel though and that others feel the same as I do. I will try to just look forward to the good times. Thanks for the support.
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-Anonymous
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