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there's never a good time to quit
I'm trying to quit cutting, I'm trying to re-organize my life so that i can exist like a normal adult, and i can use what i've learned in my life to get through the hard things. I'm really excited about this and i think it might work, the only problem is that while i'm still young, i've lost a lot of the support i used to have. I'm 21 years old and in my 3rd of 5 years of university, i have great friends a lot of whom know i cut, and a therapist, who i see once a week. but i'm still afraid that maybe i waited too long and that i cant do it now. my friends are here for me, but i cant ask them for help anymore, i just cant, there's nothing they can do and logically they shouldn't even have to know people who cut. plus there's all my class work and life responsibilities, i'm scared that it's all gonna be too much and i'll fail at either taking care of myself and staying alive or at quitting cutting. i doubt this makes sense, i'm just scared about having to face this primarily on my own.
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