Hopeless, Hurting..

[Perfectly Imperfect]

I haven't done much of anything on here, which may just put some people off, but I felt like I should share this anyway. I am having a hard time with everything right now, and I don't know where I'm headed. I have previous attempts, the last one being nearly a year ago (May 2011) and I am afraid I will be headed down that road again soon if I can't figure out what I need to do to get back on track. I just need help..advice..someone who possibly understands. I do self harm, and it's been non-stop the past few days..I don't eat right, I don't sleep right..I'm lucky to function properly at work, which has become full time without my approval. I'm in a downward spiral that I'm not sure I can stop this time.

[pea soup]

Do you have a crisis team? If so, this would be the time to call.

It sounds like you're really overwhelmed. Maybe ask to go part-time at work to reduce some stress.

I would call your doc. It sounds as if you're at that point...a very dangerous position. so please call.

much love.
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