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14-05-2008, 06:15 AM
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*Megan*
Join Date: Mar 2008
Location: Colorado, USA
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I wish my mom knew that i still cut
I wish she knew how much my dad has actually hurt me
I wish she knew that i don't blame all this on him... but her too
I wish I could tell her more things
I wish she knew about all the drugs from last year and about the suicide attempts
I wish she knew that i cry myself to sleep almost every night
I wish she knew that whenever she fights or yells, i want to cut
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.  Im kinda stuck atm.
*I need a hero, someone to save me from myself*
*i had a handle on life... but it broke*
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14-05-2008, 07:19 AM
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'cause I can resist everything except temptation.
Join Date: Mar 2008
Location: Stanley, Falklands
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wish she knew that I'm not smart or funny, or popular, or perfect, or protective, or kind.
and I wish she knew how strong I've become, how brave I've been, how many battles I've won... how far I've come... how much she affects me, how close I come to dying whenever I upset her... how much I hate it when I realise her life really can't be worth living...
haha, went totally over-board. *brushes self off* now that that's outta my system... lol
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I can resist everything except temptation.
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14-05-2008, 08:24 AM
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#43
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*Roby and Allie's Angel!*
Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: Lost.
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How close I was to leaving, how close I was to taking an OD, how close I was to cutting beyond the point of no return, how close I was to just ending everything.
How much I needed them, how much I still do. How much I wanted to be stopped, how much I wanted them to make it ok, how much I need them to help me now.
How strong the urges are, how hard it is to fight, how it isn't a choice when it's all you can think about.
How I really feel.
How much I am sorry for being such a mess up, and how much I love them and always will.
How much stupid things upset me, how much I struggle everyday, I'm not the person people think I am.
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-“And the day came when the risk it took to remain tight inside the bud was more painful than the risk it took to bloom.” Anais Nin-
Allie, Mutt, Great Grandma, Hope and Humbug. I love you and miss you all. xx Love you Caz, Kel, Roby &&Dasher. xx
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21-05-2008, 09:35 PM
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Just keep swimming
Join Date: Jun 2007
Location: away with the fairies
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i wish they could see what i just wrote here because then they would see that im not fucking ok
Last edited by ladybug : 21-05-2008 at 09:37 PM.
Reason: sick minded
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21-05-2008, 09:50 PM
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#45
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Join Date: Mar 2007
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I wish my parents knew how strong I used to be, and how I can drop everything for any of my friends. They never see that side, they never let me show it to them.
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You can't lose hope when it's hopeless.
You gotta hope more,
then put your fingers in your ears and go,
"Blah blah blah blah!"
I miss you Pip ♥
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21-05-2008, 09:51 PM
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#46
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Uk
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how hard this is for me
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21-05-2008, 09:54 PM
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Lost
Join Date: May 2008
Location: Nowhere
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I wish my parents knew how much I hate being a girl, how much I wish I had been born a boy. At the very least I wish they knew I am gay.
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"More and more I feel like I'm doing a really bad impersonation of myself." - Chuck Palahniuk
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