What do you wish your parents knew about you? Could trigger at some point...
Sometimes we may disagree with them,
Sometimes we wish we could seek their advice,
In the end, they are still our parents.
Reflecting on your relationship with your parents, what is one insight you wish they knew.
Or one thing you want them to know but have never been able to tell them.
I wish my mum knew how unhappy I am - how much I hate myself - and how much I resent her for not helping me - she already knows how very much I love her..
i wish my parents knew how depressed i am and how much i need there support
i want my mum to know that i still SH
i want my dad to know how much i hate him from doing what he does to me
I'm lonely and it hurts when you cringe at gay people on the tv, and I know I should be grateful that you accept me for who I am but it still hurts we=hen you admit gay kissing repulses you and that you wish I wasn't.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.’ – Oscar Wilde
‘It’s hard to dance with the devil on your back.’ Sydney Carter
I wish you knew I'm struggling
Dad, I wish you knew how much what you did to me hurts
I wish you knew that razor blades bring me more relief than your attempts at symathy ever have.
I wish you'd stop thinking of me as the clever one.
They know a lot about stuff, but right now I really wish they knew how much I was struggling with Uni and stuff in general. They seem to think I'm stronger than this, and intelligent enough to just get on with this but it's not really the case.
At the same time I hope they never know how bad things are, because I couldn't deal with their coming to terms with it. Which is a bit messed up.
I wish my mum knew how much it hurts me when she tells me I should be someone else or that I should be trying harder to get a job that ill earn lots of money.
but most of I wish she knew how if feel like we're not related at all.
I wish my dad cared, or thought about me or acknowledged me.
" I wake up feeling convicted, / I know something's not right / Re-acquaint my knees with the carpet //
They've been swimming in the wrong waters / Now they're pulling me down / But I am clinging to you, never letting go / 'Cause I know that you'll lift me out //
Have your way here / Keep me afloat / 'Cause I know I'll sink without you / Take this ocean of pain that is mine / Throw me a lifeline " - Lifeline, Brooke Fraser
I wish my mom Knew I love her with all my heart even though sometimes I am sad for no apparent resons. I wish my mom was more of a "mom role". I wish my mom knew that i am not okay and i am not happy and i wish things were different. I wish she agreed to my support and helped me through it.
I wish my dad was in my life and never left over 12 years ago. I'm just like him yet I don't know who he is. It feels werid saying dad but i wish it was natural. :(
i wish my mum knew how much everything she says and does affects me.. and that its her fault im like this.. but she doesnt know what 'this is' i wish she knew what was going on.. and how much she is killing me inside.
i wish my dad knew how much everything he says when he complains about mum affects me, and i say that i dont care.. but deep down inside i really do.. and his venting to me.. just makes everything a whole lot worse. i want them to both know about my SH.. but at the same time.. im scared because maybe they wont do anything about it.. or even worse, they will just brush it off and pretend its not happening..
i wish they could understand what is happening to me.. i wish they could know things.. so many wishes.. yet none will ever come true. writing this made me cry.
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Finally I can breathe
Nobody knows my name
It's easier.
I wish my dad wanted to help, and he didn't just push away difficult subjects.
I wish my mum would stop controlling me and let me live freely as an 18 year old should. I wish she knew how much i resent her for punishing me the way she does, how much i hate the way she hurts me. Yet overall the way i hurt myself because i don't know how to deal with the negative comments/abuse/lack of self confidence in which she has created.
I wish they both realized that i'm trying to recover from self harm. I wish they both paid enough attention to notice that i've been really struggling. I wish they both knew i'm finding it so hard at college and i'm not naturally smart.
But most of all. I wish they both knew that i love them, because no matter what they do to me. I will always love them.
"I'll lean on you and you lean on me and we'll be okay"
I wish my mum knew how much she messed me up just by not being there.
I wish she knew how much i have TRIED to be perfect for her.
I wish she knew that I do this to myself because I NEED to in order to survive...it's not to punish her qor attention seek...otherwise she would have found out ages ago.
I wish she knew how she's pushing me away
I wish she knew how hard I'm fighting. How each day is a struggle.
I wish she knew I'm planning on leaving ASAP....
I wish she knew ^ so she could try to change...
I wish my dad knew...that although he hurt me....although I make out that I hate every inch of him...deep down...I still wonder...deep down...I think about what he's doing, where he's working...if he has any other kids... if he ever thinks of me...
I wish he knew...I just need closure on him.
I wish my mom knew how unhappy I am sometimes. I wish she knew there was really something wrong with me. I wish she knew how much she hurt me. I wish my dad knew how much is ignoring me for years at a time hurts, how much it kills me inside to know that he just doesn't care.
i wish my mum understood what i am going through and she knew how to not judge me.
i wish she knew i needed help and didnt pretend that nothing was ever wrong!!
Leave out all the Rest:
[Dreamer&Believer and netsirkylime are my bubbly amigos]
[shakespeare's strumpet is my big sis]
<3[absi is my girlfriend]<3
I wish my dad could see what he did to me, through the eyes of someone with half a heart.
I wish he knew that i am tormented everyday by the things he did to me ages 3-15.
I wish he knew it was wrong, and that he was sick.
I wish my mum knew that i am SO angry at her for letting it happen,
I wish she knew that i KNOW she saw it many times, and did nothing.
I wish she knew how much that hurts me, and how much i love and hate her.
I wish they could have accepted their own mental illnesses, especially when I was growing up. I wish they could have sought treatment - for them, and me as a child.
It's too late now though.
But at least now I am getting help.
I wish they knew that I've been self harming this year
I wish they knew I cry every time they fight or shout
I wish they knew how lonely I feel
I wish they knew how close to the edge I've been
I wish they knew that the way I am is not their fault
I wish they knew that I can't talk to them about anything serious ever
I wish my Mum would support me for once rather than the other way round
Sophie.x
Soon... Now will be then...Today will be yesterday... Present will be past...And thought will be memory... So...Live for the future! Make your future how you want it!
