ok i've had a brain wave. i'll make a thread were people can talk about how amazing or how sh!tty their friends are. say how they have supported you or how they've been horrible to you.
i would like to start my mentioning my amazing friend tom who i go on about alot. heh heh. he is the only person who knows about everything and he helps me loads. he realy makes me feel better about myself and i just love him. end of.
also i have completely cut off all contact with a girl who has been horrible to me sice year 2. she has trampled my self cofidence. i used to forgive her and carry on being nice to her but not anymore. i'm not going to take it. the sight of her makes me sick. i know it's bad to hate someone that much but i do. she is no longer a friend infact she is far from a friend.
Liv is an amazing friend, I've never felt that I could tell anyone anything and everything but I trust her 100%, she's always there and can always make me smile even when I'm feeling really down even if she isn't feeling too good herself. She helped me get through last year and I think I would have struggled to stay ay uni if it hadn't been for her. I hope she realises how wonderful she is and hope that one day I can be as good a friend back.
One of my friends when she found out just entirely ignored that I'd ever told her. Another is amazing. Yet another decided that cutting was just pathetic and disgusting and he couldn't believe I'd be so stupid...yeah. Cute huh?
I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Oh, but God, I want to let it go.
If you look in the mirror and don't like what you see, you can find out first-hand what it's like to be me.
You'll need a symphony to give sympathy to the girl with the worst luck in town.
When I care, it curls me up on the floor and I swear I can't do it anymore.
aww Dravenstar whoever said cutting is parthetic is not worth your friendship. you need people like your amazing friend!
xxx
ps. love your avitar! 30 seconds to mars are amazing!
I <3 30 seconds to mars..Jared Leto is a pretty bad actor, but my god can that man scream *swoon*
I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Oh, but God, I want to let it go.
If you look in the mirror and don't like what you see, you can find out first-hand what it's like to be me.
You'll need a symphony to give sympathy to the girl with the worst luck in town.
When I care, it curls me up on the floor and I swear I can't do it anymore.
most of my friends still think i am attention seeking. but i do have one best mate who is amazin to me. he is registered to ryl and he always seems to be there when i am down.(even if it costs £650)
he is amazin.and it ain't always his fault for everythin. ian u are an amazin mate
meganf don't worry about those people. why the hell would anyone SI just for attention, yes maby as a cry for help but for plain old attentio meh it's not right, thats just the kind of thing people say that bugs me. but it's realy good you have such an amazing friend. everyone here deserves the best friends in the world.
Dravenstar *joins the swooning* heh. yes he can scream pretty darn good!
Well I have one friend that knows about my self harm and he said once that if I was to kill myself, he wouldn't come to my funeral, as a joke, was not a funny one, he also made a point that I'm one of those loners, an extra, like a person standing in the background of a movie, like he's there but you don't notice him, and I'm sad to say but I agree with him on this on, and so falling in the caption under my name.
The so called friends i had quite viciously stabbed me in the back so they can all go to hell as far as i'm concerned but i still have 2 quite good friends.
Mac you deserve better friends than that. we are all here for you.
Black rose i know what it feels like to have mulitple stabwounds in the back from false friends. don't worry about them and they go to hell as far as i'm conserned to. you need friends like your 2 good friends. and then there is all of us ryl people. :)
Black rose i know what it feels like to have mulitple stabwounds in the back from false friends. don't worry about them and they go to hell as far as i'm conserned to. you need friends like your 2 good friends. and then there is all of us ryl people. :)
heh... friends. I have one really good friend, Tom. When he found out, he was shocked, to say the least. We havn't really talked all that much about it.... it's been like 9 months since he found out. But I'd still like to talk to him about it. I think he's more intrested in being a distraction for me. That kid is totally awesome. I don't know what I'd do without him.
Other friends? Not so much. A group of like 3 of my friends didn't so much as question why I left school yesterday in such a fit. I didn't get a message back, nothin. I mean, they don't know, but at least have the kindness to ask a friend if something's wrong when he leaves school on the verge of tears. Makes me wonder if those guys acually care about me... at all.
maby it's something about people named tom.... all you need is one person to truely care about you to make you happy. don't waste your time worrying about people who you don't think care just build on existing amazing friendships.
xxx
i dont have any friends who know about my self harm now, I did have but she decided it aws attention seeking and never spoke to me since i really dont care though.
I find people are nicer if they dont know about my self harm. If they know they tend to be carefull around me, and i hate that.
Liv is an amazing friend, I've never felt that I could tell anyone anything and everything but I trust her 100%, she's always there and can always make me smile even when I'm feeling really down even if she isn't feeling too good herself. She helped me get through last year and I think I would have struggled to stay ay uni if it hadn't been for her. I hope she realises how wonderful she is and hope that one day I can be as good a friend back.
I just saw this thread and came on to tell the world what an amazing friend you are and that i wish i could be as good a friend as you are to me one day...and then i saw this and nearly cried in a way!! Anyway just incase anyone was in any doubt................
I have one incredible best friend. We've known eachother for a while now and have never argued. She's the one person who I feel I can talk to about anything and she won't judge me and will always be there if I need a chat or some support. If I were to ring her in the middle of the night because I was upset about something I know she'd have no problem with it. She's been amazing, love her to bits :D
I've had quite a few back stabbing friends. One who I thought was a fantastic friend till she started getting nasty, telling me I was the shittiest friend ever, that I'd never done anything to help her etc. when really I'd been the only one there supporting her, let her stay at my house etc. when things were going on at home. But she never once asked me how I was feeling. And if I did try to talk to her about something that was bothering me she'd go off and tell our other friends who I didn't want to know about certain things. Meh, some of the friends I've had have sucked
I used to be surrounded by friends who loved me for who i am. But since they found out i Self harmed most of them are really awqard with me,like they only speak to me when they HAVE to(and even that's on their terms). I used to have this great friend who i've known for a few years now.Last year i found out she self-harmed,so i told her i did too,and we became so close,we talked to each other about everything,and we promised each other we'll try and stop together. But when she stopped and i didn't,it all changed. She's only interested in talking to me when i screw-up,just so she can let me now how happy her life is now and how screwed up mine is. When i don't tell her things she completely ignores me.
I don't have many friends anymore,i think i have about 3(well they're the only ones who i think like me anyway) =[
I guess i was born to be alone.
way!! Anyway just incase anyone was in any doubt................
