it shouldn't be this hard... people should be able to be alone... people should be able to cope alone without curling up in a ball crying or SIing... and it's so hard to explainto people... i guess the ability to cope alone is something people take for granted and can't imagine not having... I don't know...
thanks for the reply... i'm going to try to plan out the days and force myself to do stuff.
what really makes it bad is that i can't seem to sleep if i'm home alone... just can't... so i end up tired, which i guess makes it all worse and maybe why i end up unable to cope...
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