I saw my GP today... I haven't been doing well and so I went to see them, but they think that all of my current issues are a "side effect to my meds"
I've been on these meds for over a year I know what is and isnt a side effect.
I'm back on benefits too, I was off them for about a month, but now back to not functioning again so working a few hours now and then but nowhere near enough to have a real income. So tmorrow I have to start going to "work related activities groups" :/ tomorrows is on "setting realistic job targets"
and the day after is on "writting a CV" :/ there's 2 weeks of these
I can write a bloody CV, that's not the problem. It just feels like a huge waste of time, was meant to have one today on "motivation" but I couldn't go in.... there were so many people and I was so scared that I ended up throwing up outside the building and then running home in tears.
Feel like such a failure. I'm sorry that I haven't managed to keep up with this thread recently, haven't really managed to do anything recently