was meant to be going away next weekend... but just been informed that they are leaving at 3 on the 13th... I wanted to go so badly... but I can't exactly move the appointment, then I could end up on a waiting list FOREVER...
but my boyfriend is still probably going... so I'll be alone once this appointment is over
will be alone until the sunday night :sunday: so scared about this already without having that stright afterwards
after my first ever councilling session this happened... I ended up in hospital that weekend... I don't react well to first sessions of stuff... makes me think... makes me scared... ad when scared do stuff...
why do things always end up liek this? my life is jsut a series of bad timing