I've been tempted to SI in that area too... I sort of feel as if (this is going to sound mad) that area is bad and betrayed me, or if it wasn't there those things would never have happened... generally though I manage to just cut elsewhere instead as I'm scared of the damage I could do if I gave in to these urges...
maybe you coul call your psych?
i know it's hard to talk about, but I think that a change in area like this probably means something, maybe you culd write it down and give it to your CPN on friday?
I'm not sure how I can help... the best I've managed to do is just sort of transfer it and cut somewhere else (generally worse than I usually would-probably due to not doing it where my mind wants to...). I guess try using the normal distractions, do you have any that used to help with other areas?
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