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need advice and excuses...
I can't drink... christmas and new year usually involve alcohol, but I can't drink... my parents are not allowed to know why... (basically I go a little mad and paranoid and have flashbacks and all sorts)
I need an excuse to not drink...
also... I miss Jack (my boyfriend so much)... we live together, but at moment visiting our respective families... I won;t see him again until I go home on the 6th or 7th (he's going home on the 5th - i think)... I don't know what I want from this bit... but I miss him so much... I just want to see him, speak to him at least... getting texts from him... but I want to speak to him, tried ringing today but signal kept failing... just feel so lonely :(
but... the major thing is that I can't drink and can't think of descent excuse...
any ideas?
thankyou in advance, and sorry for taking up posting space again :(
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