never think that you are not entitled to be/post here... the exact details of our expiriances is not what determines that, it's how we feel about them and how they have affected us that does
it sort of makes sense that the event when you were younger could have influenced your decisions since, as you said yourself you were trying to justify it, trying to prove it was you being attractive to older men rather than someone doing something wrong to you.
it also makes sense that your sex life will have been affected by past events
you are perfectly justified in posting here. especially if it helps you
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