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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 10-07-2010, 05:35 AM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 212,538
Posted By Scars
I went online today to let out some stuff on here...

I went online today to let out some stuff on here and eventually read my old posts....ha. I thought I'd be with him forever? We dated for a year and five months. That was nothing to him. All lies....
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 08-02-2010, 01:16 AM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 212,538
Posted By Scars
My mother and I had a screaming match. I'm...

My mother and I had a screaming match.
I'm moving with her.
I'm moving to a new state.
Will William still want to be with me if it's long distance?
Does he love me???
I didn't cut.
I drank.
After...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 03-02-2010, 04:56 AM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 212,538
Posted By Scars
After 5 days of not eating....I ate today. And I...

After 5 days of not eating....I ate today.
And I threw it all back up.
:/
I cut again as well.
And I told my cousin about everything I'm doing.
Mistake?
Not sure yet.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 01-02-2010, 10:36 PM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 212,538
Posted By Scars
I broke down two days ago... I cut. And I bled....

I broke down two days ago...
I cut. And I bled.
The next day I did it again.
Tonight, I will be strong.
Maybe???
4 days without eating.
Hope??? It's pointless.
I'll never get better.
Even if I...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 31-01-2010, 06:25 AM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 212,538
Posted By Scars
I made it through yesterday with no cutting. Will...

I made it through yesterday with no cutting.
Will I make it through today??
I haven't eaten yet.
Don't think I'm going to.
But, I'm alive. Hurting....but alive.
And no one even knows.
My nightmares...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 29-01-2010, 08:27 PM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 212,538
Posted By Scars
I'm scared. I haven't cut in a little over a...

I'm scared. I haven't cut in a little over a month.
I'm gonna do it today. And, I'm fine with that. I want to. I want to do it more than anything.
There was a time when I used to not eat...and...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 22-12-2009, 08:38 PM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 212,538
Posted By Scars
There are 200 cuts that aren't healed on my...

There are 200 cuts that aren't healed on my legs...and that doesn't bother me.
After I'm done I clean up the mess. I'd rather die than my family know that anything is wrong.
But, my grandmother found...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-12-2009, 04:57 AM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 212,538
Posted By Scars
I cut again. And I'm scared that if I tell him,...

I cut again.
And I'm scared that if I tell him, he'll be gone forever.
I hope the cuts turn into scars...
is it wrong to want more scars?
I feel deranged.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 06-12-2009, 12:26 AM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 212,538
Posted By Scars
I can't lie to you anymore...

I can't lie to you anymore...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 02-12-2009, 04:38 AM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 212,538
Posted By Scars
I haven't cut in sooo long.... I want to. Just to...

I haven't cut in sooo long....
I want to.
Just to see if it still works.
But I know it will.
I've stopped telling my best friend when I hurt myself.
Because, yes, I still do.
I bit off a large...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-11-2009, 05:03 AM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 212,538
Posted By Scars
I hate myself. I don't hate you. But I know I...

I hate myself.
I don't hate you.
But I know I should.
You're a terrible mother.
I feel like throwing up all of my food.
I feel like cutting.
Do you remember teaching me how?
I do.
You ruined me.
:(
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-11-2009, 04:28 AM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 212,538
Posted By Scars
I'm scared to fall in love. And, I am in love. I...

I'm scared to fall in love.
And, I am in love.
I love him.
So much.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-11-2009, 05:09 AM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 212,538
Posted By Scars
I would rather die from suicide than tell my...

I would rather die from suicide than tell my family that I have a problem.
I never want to see thier faces when they know.
I'm too ashamed.
I'm even more scared that they won't care at all.
My uncle...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 30-10-2009, 04:15 AM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 212,538
Posted By Scars
I'm scared that someone will find out how messed...

I'm scared that someone will find out how messed up I am, and what I've done to myself....
But part of me wishes that someone would.
I hate knowing that I'm in pain....every word they say is brekaing...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 30-10-2009, 04:08 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 570
Posted By Scars
Heart Suicide Poem

Please comment if you read this...good or bad comments welcome. Give a truthful opinion, Thanks. </3

My Loneseome Suicide Note

I was never enough
I suppose life was too tough
Thats's a lie.
If...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 26-10-2009, 08:36 PM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 212,538
Posted By Scars
I'm letting everything I've been holding inside...

I'm letting everything I've been holding inside out right now. Here are my secrets:
I've been depressed since age 3, and I've never known happiness.
I'm afraid to become like my mother, but I'm so...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-08-2009, 09:05 PM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 212,538
Posted By Scars
I've cut for 2 years straight. I always promise...

I've cut for 2 years straight. I always promise to stop to the three people that know. But even when I promise, I know I'm going to. And I'm afraid that I am too far in to ever stop. It's my...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-08-2009, 09:02 PM
Replies: 4,729
Views: 212,538
Posted By Scars
12757 12758

12757

12758
Forum: General Support and Advice 04-08-2009, 09:06 PM
Replies: 0
Views: 441
Posted By Scars
Pen Apologies.

I'm making this because I always feel guilty, like everything is my fault. And I know that alot of you feel the same way. So this is so everyone can apologize to whoever you feel you need to. And,...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 09-12-2008, 04:46 AM
Replies: 106
Views: 4,312
Posted By Scars
LOVE IT. Surprising-Yes, but Great. =)

LOVE IT.
Surprising-Yes, but Great. =)
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 03-12-2008, 03:44 AM
Replies: 106
Views: 4,312
Posted By Scars
Post another....please?

Post another....please?
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 02-12-2008, 04:59 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 599
Posted By Scars
Thanks guys!! Everyone who reads it really needs...

Thanks guys!!
Everyone who reads it really needs to comment.
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 29-11-2008, 08:55 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 599
Posted By Scars
Pen My Poem.

All comments welcome. Be safe though, no Self Injury...I need opinions.<3

***Possible Triggering

Dancing In The Dark

Draw a picture on my skin
Find the soul that hides within
A razor blade for a...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 29-11-2008, 08:19 AM
Replies: 106
Views: 4,312
Posted By Scars
I read the whole thing, and I want MORE.

I read the whole thing, and I want MORE.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 29-11-2008, 07:34 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 652
Posted By Scars
I understand completely. My scars are already...

I understand completely.
My scars are already beginning to fade, and I feel as though they are a part of me. They show my pain, my struggle, and they also tell me that I can stop. I miss them, and...
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