I get this, im sick whenever i have sex, altho i try and completely avoid it, i went thru a stage of making myself have sex (kind of thought id get over it if i faced it) but im sick everytime i do anything sexual. I think its def the fact i feel disgusted by sex, like i shouldnt physically "enjoy" something that i was forced to do in my past. I think it is all related. Im sorry i cant be much help, hope it helps to know ure not the only one.
Have you spoken to someone about it? it may help
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