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suicidal think
I've been having suicidal thoughts lately. I've been having issues with migraines and the neurologist prescribed me something I was allergic to and it took him 2 days to leave a message on my phone saying that he would be gone for the week and to stop taking the medicine (I never got it filled). Then my right lower side start to hurt really bad to the point I was sobbing. My mom took me to the ER where they gave me pain killers and blood work than sent me home. I went to my gyn because we all agreed it was an ovarian cyst. She did an ultrasound which showed a cyst on the ovary but they couldn't see the right ovary. I saw my primary dr and both he and my gyn said go back to the hospital if I started to vomit or run a fever. My primary dr gave me more pain meds. Thursday night I started to vomit so my mom made me go to the ER. When I got there they put me in a room and I was given 4 tylenol and made to wait over an hour. finally the dr came in and did a pelvic exam that was rather violent and then accused me of being a drug addict. He told me that using a 2 and half day supply of percocet in 2 and half days was using it too fast. He also said it was strange that I was allergic to Aleve and all NSAID's (I had an orthopedist try me on most of them and they caused me to have asthma attacks). I told him to give me an NSAID then treat me for my asthma that I didn't give a **** and he said it wasn't necessary. I didn't even go in there for pain killers ( I had the ones my dr gave me they just weren't working and told them how much pain I was in). He told me he knew I was sick because I didn't show any other symptoms (he didn't ask me). Mind you I have had no appetite in days and chills since Tuesday but according to the dr I didn't have any of those symptoms..... The way he treated me made me very suicidal but my parents wouldn't leave me alone the rest of the night.... I saw my primary the next day and he order a CT which showed the cyst and the my IBS was acting up. I'm calling my gastrointrologist tomorrow to try to make an appointment tomoroow.... (fingers crossed). I'm not looking forward to going back to work Tuesday.
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