SO erm Im new to this site. and im new to getting help. and yeah shouldve started earlier...

[I.am.me_so.let.me.shine.]

so to introduce myself- my name is eric li. and yeah i am a new guy here. ive been suffering a load since birth really- and yeah depression and suicidal thoughts since birth too- literally. then years went on, the pain and sufferings worsened. I had no body. i was so alone- i had no idea how i survived 15 years of it. and yeah im 15 right now. anyways- depression, self harm, suicidal thoughts, hopelessness, heartbroken, betrayed, bullied, abused, hardships like all that and other kinds. well yeah i've faced to so dont worry i can talk to you and understand everything ou say. i'll help you and devoted myself to helping you people with these difficulties- even physical disabilities or mental illness. I HAVE FACED THEM ALL TRUST ME. i promise to help you as much as i can to make you a happy and grateful as possible cuz the next thin i hate is seeing others suffocating and seing them dying with me- no i dont want others lives taken too... X_X no im gonna sacrifice myself (yes i know im too late) and help all of you guys and everyone else... and yeah im trying my best to stay up too. WE'RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER AND WE CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE TO OUR LIVES. i'll help you and you can help me. X) and yeh im devoted to ur care. even if ur not gonna help me- cuz i can help ou and do anything to help you even when maybe i cant. i will. i promise.

[I.am.me_so.let.me.shine.]

but glad to help- even it means more work- i DONT CARE. I LIKE O SEE OTHERS HAPPY AND THATS MY LAST WISH TO HAVE- MAKE A DIFFERENCE TO THIS SAD BRUTAL WORLD. lets be happy ^_^ you deserve it.
PS. check out my journals- ive posted my stories, many good advice and such- check it out, i made it with extra inspiration! lolz. seriously- just check it out because i've only written them for you to see so you wont end up so bummed to the rock bottom. cuz its not worth it- if I can do it so can u. no excuse.

[FlissGoesMeow]

Welcome to RYL.
That introduction actually bought a tear to my eye, you're such a sweet person! <3

hope you find all the support you need here and i'm always a PM away if you ever need someone to talk to. :) xx

[I.am.me_so.let.me.shine.]

yay thank you fliss<3 - and maybe i'll do the same with you when ever you need it oo :D