Last night Mike had a really difficult time. I won't go into details as I feel it isn't my place to say what happened, but I do think he would really appreciate some love and support from the good people of RYL.
Sorry you are struggling so much Mike. You know where I am if you need me. x
Thinking of you Mike- I see so much kindness in your posts on here it's sad to hear that you're struggling so much. Hope things are a bit brighter in the morning
So she lights up a candle for hope to be found
Captive and blind by the darkness around
Each wave a promise, a new hope reborn
Sunrise consoles at the break of dawn
Basically, the paranoia and fear got too much for me, the man that wanted me dead come after me again and I didn't know what to do. I was also lost in a place I don't know.
I ended up calling the police but when I was on the phone to them a cop car went past me, lucky hey?
I couldn't trust them though and I resisted them, they had to use some force to get the handcuffs on which wasn't my greatest idea but I was scared and he was after me, they could have been working with him!
This afternoon I was finally aloud to leave after seeing a MH team who nearly put me into IP but I just about got out oof it, somehow but i'm not sure how I feel about that.
Mike.. firstly *hugs* Secondly *throws Micoo and Gavin at* and thirdly, please, please, please, PLEASE try and get an emergency appointment at the GP's tomorrow. It sounds like you really do need some extra support.
Sorry things are so difficult for you at the moment Mike, sending you lots of love and rainbows etc.
You said you don't know how you feel about going IP, would you be able to go IP if things got bad again?
I think it depends on the situation and the area you live in for how long CMHT will get involved, but it shouldn't be more than a couple of weeks. If you need them give them a little push and they should move things a long a bit quicker.
Thinking of you x
Have you ever looked fear in the face and said "I just don't care"?
Mmm....I'm not sure if I want to go IP, at the moment i'm safe enough so it's not needed.
They asked me about going IP and I said I would fight them if they tried and I wouldn't go easily but that's just because I was so far away from home and said if I was back home I would go IP but not when i'm so far away from home (I was about 400 miles away from home).
I don't mind waiting, I know they are busy, i'm just curious.