I feel so worthless:(

~Shelties Love~ · 24-10-2013, 07:44 PM

I hate myself, I seriously hate myself, there's nothing good about me.

Ugh, I can't be normal

I wish I could so people wouldn't treat me different. I can't be in gym, because things that were doing could hurt me, I'm too weak to do anything a normal person can do. I'm in special Ed too, because without I'd probably fail school. I always need extra help,& I learn slow. All mt friends know more,& learn faster than I do.I look like I'm 12,but I'm 16,& people always assume that I'm much younger than I really am,& they treat me in that way too:(

I just don't want to try anymore.I don't want to live. I feel so worthless,& hopeless. If I killed myself, nobody at school would care, they wouldn't be sad, they wouldn't miss me. They'd be happy ,& glad I'm gone

~Shelties Love~ · 24-10-2013, 10:12 PM

Can some please answer? :(

Aquifolia · 25-10-2013, 06:36 AM

Your value isn't dependent on the qualities listed above. You are a worthy person regardless of what you are capable of in gym class or at school and what age people think you are.

I wish I had a better answer for you, but I really believe in what I said above. We often judge ourselves by comparing ourselves to others and thinking that's the way we're "suppose" to be but it's just not true. You are just as worthy as any other human being.

susieannah · 25-10-2013, 07:53 AM

I agree ^

Also, a few points. Looking young for your age is going to be fantastic in a few years, believe me! When you're 27 but look 21, you're going to feel like a god!

As for learning slower than others, don't be put off by that. You have a different learning style, and that's okay! There are so many people who learn differently than what is considered average. Albert Einstein was described by his teachers as "mentally slow". Thomas Edison (one of the most prolific inventors of all time) was sent home with a note for his parents one day saying "He is too stupid to learn". These, and many others, prove that you don't have to do well in school to do well in life. Intelligence, or school ability, doesn't define you.

We all have different strengths and weaknesses, that's what makes the world so interesting! :)

I'm sorry you are feeling so very low. Know that things will get better (when people say that to me, I want to punch them! But I suppose it probably is true...), you can get through this. *big huge hugs*