can someone help.......please. ?

soccer_girly_help65 · 13-10-2013, 03:44 AM

I need some help......I have been really depressed lately more depressed than normal it all started when this guy I really like stopped talking to me after I told him how much I liked him he was a really good friend of mine before then too, I have been self harming since 6th grade then stopped for awhile towards the end of 7th grade and the whole summer but when school started back up I just got very anxious and felt like everyone was looking at me I felt so alone in a room full of people......I have so many great friends who try to help but it just doesn't work.......sometimes I come home and just start crying uncontrollably and that would be around the time I would self harm but I'm so scared to even leave my house for school because of bullies on my bus and at school they dont know how to just leave me alone even a girl who claims to be my best friend bullies me and calls me a hoe........sometimes I just wish I was someone else but it just doesn't happen like that.........

Aquifolia · 19-10-2013, 04:00 AM

I'm very sorry you're being bullied. Often times people are unkind to others because of their own insecurities. Even though you may be the target, it's not really about you.

It sounds like you have a lot stressful things going on in your life right now. Do you have anyone you can trust to talk to about these things? Your parents or another adult that you trust? Sometimes it helps just to be able to talk about it.

I hope you are able to find support here :)

Tan.D · 19-10-2013, 08:11 AM

Hey,

Welcome to RYL! Sounds like you're in need of someone to talk to, do you have a friend or an adult you trust enough to talk to about this? I'm so sorry about the bullying. Remember, it's you who's the stronger one, not them. PM me anytime you want to talk. Hope you find all the support you deserve in here :)

All the best,
Tanya

susieannah · 19-10-2013, 09:02 AM

Welcome :)

As the others have said, is there someone you could talk to about being bullied? It is not acceptable that people treat you this way, you do not have to put up with it *hugs*