Katy is currently in a medical hospital after a serious incident of harming herself and is receiving treatment though is unsure when she'll be out. She's been struggling a lot recently and doesn't sound like she's doing wonderfully right now and could use some support and kindness.
Katy, darling, I'm so sorry all this is happening, I hope you can get the treatment you medically need and get some decent support from your team. I'm here for you always and love you tons.
❤
Last edited by Rodolphus : 27-12-2012 at 12:31 PM.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
Oh Katy bean :( I'm so sorry to hear how difficult things are for you right now that you've ended up in hospital, but I am glad you're getting the medical attention that you need, even though I know it must be scary and unpleasant. I'm proud of you for getting that help.
I hope the people around you, such as your family, are being supportive, and that the hospital can link you in with some useful services.
If nothing else, I want you to know I love you very much and am sending you all my love. You dont deserve this pain at all and also, we are here for you forever xxxx
Katy, lovely.
I'm sorry you're struggling at the moment and I hope they're looking after you well at the hospital and that you're getting the support you need.
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
Katy, I'm sorry you're struggling so much recently. Leaving you some love and hugs. You're in my thoughts and I really hope the medical team can help you and provide the right sort of support for you. Lots of love xxx
Oh Katy I'm sorry to hear this but I'm glad that you're getting the right treatment.
Sending lots of love and hugs x
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
They discharged me after giving me more stitches than I would have believed possible and a psych consult. She's opening me up to home treatment again just for a few days while things are so rough.
I feel ashamed of myself for upsetting my parents and wasting NHS time and resources and so on, but at the same time I'm really triggered to do it again because the release was massive and I damn near harmed in a way I've been obsessing over for ages, and it kind of makes me want to go even further, if that makes any sense 0.o
I could really do with some continued love and hugs and stuff, I am trying, really I am, but sometimes things are just a tad too hard.
The medical staff were generally really nice though and I cried quite a bit (unusual for me) which although embarrassing seemed to help a bit, and I managed to allow a nurse to hug me which I usually wouldn't either because I'm flash backing or more often I feel like I don't deserve the comfort.
I've severely harmed both my arm and leg, there is potential for long term damage & severe limb threatening infection so I just need to be really careful and treat the wounds a lot more nicely than I usually do, which is kind of hard as I normally just ignore them and let them carry on their own merry way and just go to get the stitches out when time is up.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter
Sending you big hugs hun. I am so sorry things are so bad at the moment, but its good they haven't just left you on your own with it all. I am very glad people were nice to you on the whole- I know how hit and miss it can be.
I hope you manage not to do it again and to try to ignore your head when it tells you to. I can imagine what a release it was sweetie, but its really important to keep yourself safe.
I hope there isn't any long term damage to either of your limbs hun and I will keep my fingers crossed. I think you deserve to look after it more than normal, but I too am of the mentality to just leave it, but I hope you do a little more this time.
Please take care and keep talking.
Roli xxxxx
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
Katie I wish I could but my meds have been fucked up today 'cos of hospital and my mood is just unbearably low. I'm a tad scared, I would do anything to make this feeling go away.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter
Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
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