Giving up *suicide trig*

[hopeless]

I had so many things on my mind that i wanted to say, but in the end it doesn't matter.
Because all that i really want, is to die.

[vonAppen]

sorry to hear that you are struggling right now.

you should try not to think about what makes you want to do it you should instead think of all those who will miss you, think of your family and friends, think about how they will feel and how much they will blame themselves if you do it. there are probably many people here who want to help you and which can provide the support you want. sometimes it can help if you speak out about how you feel and what you want to say and get it of your chest.

do not know if it was a good answer.
hope you get a better answer soon

sending big hugs to you.

[PassedExpectations]

what you are feeling and thinking does matter. though if telling us about it is going to lead to ruminating on it, then you may be better off trying to distract yourself until you feel more stable and able to talk about it again.

i learned a cool thing from a magazine article in the Times (either that or Wired... can't quite remember at the moment)... everytime you remember something, you rebuild the memory in your brain and edit it, often by attaching whatever feeling you are having at the time. so if you wait, and then recall a scary memory when you're in a calm and stable situation, you're going to rebuild the memory with less fear than it had the first time... so maybe you could wait until you're feeling calmer, and then tell us what is on your mind...

remember, you can really want more than one thing at a time... while one part of you may really want to die, i'm willing to bet that there is some part of you that still wants to live. that part of you is what will get you through this...

what can you do tonight to keep yourself occupied?

[Anim3Luv3r]

Listen. No matter what you think or tell yourself you're important and precious. You might hate yourself and think your worthless, but I guarantee there's someone out there wishing they were you. There can only be one of you in the world, why take away the privilege people have of meeting someone like you? Whatever is going on in your life right now will change, rain clouds don't stay in one place forever! Take it slow with everything right now, take all your time to settle things in your life one thing at a time.

[hopeless]

My mom died yesterday. It just feels so unreal, right now.