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Old 05-04-2011, 05:38 PM   #1
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no pain *triggering*

The last time I cut it didn't hurt at all.
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I cut deeper than I used to and it didn't hurt at all. I didn't feel it. It was like cutting something, but not my arm, more like someone elses arm or a piece of meat.


It doesn't work as a coping emchanism anymore if it doesn't hurt.
I'm scared that I cut even deeper the next time.



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Old 05-04-2011, 05:41 PM   #2
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I just wanted to say you're not alone. Last time I cut it was a lot deeper than usual and I felt nothing. It's scary, but I suppose you just have to think to any coping methods that worked for you previously and hold onto them, if that makes any sense?

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Old 05-04-2011, 05:44 PM   #3
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it makes sense.
problem is that I don't even remember when I started to SH.
I only remember other kinds of SH that I used to cope in the past.



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Old 05-04-2011, 07:44 PM   #4
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Aw It's sort of normal to feel like that sometimes. I've got to that point but don't go ttoo deep. x I'm sorry I can't help you anymore. x



We are only people, and people aint perfect. So why do you exspect me to be.

You can't hurt me more than I hurt myself so why do you keep trying?

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Old 05-04-2011, 08:43 PM   #5
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I'll try not to go too deep...
cause I can't afford to get stitches.. meh
thanks for the replies.
I stopped before I got too deep and I went out for a walk to stay away from the sharp things.
I'm ok I guess.



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Old 06-04-2011, 08:36 AM   #6
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Just keep it up. I get the thing about it now hurting any more. Good luck, i cant think of anything more supportive to say.





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