broken window, broken heart
broken window, broken heart
shards on the floor rip my soul apart
blood from your knuckles pools on the floor
my mouth forms the words "i want this no more."
broken window, broken heart
your anger marred us from the start
smashing walls, glass, whatever you see
how much longer will it be until you smash me?
shattered window, shattered heart
waiting to find out just wouldn't be smart
today is the day my heart will be stone
and I will be left in one piece all alone
social anxiety
every elevation in your voice
paralyzes me
i choke on your stare
i want to run from the spotlight you've cast
but my body is limp
save for the tremors caused by your presence
my half smile is enough
to keep you going
and enough to keep me from crying
my glazed eyes are a cue for you
to give up and GO AWAY
suicidal tragedy
suicidal tragedy
chaos n' calamity
blurry sense of clarity
symptom of insanity
crazy me
can only see
my personal reality
superficial vanity
hatred of society
end it all entirely
be what i am meant to be
victim of the cruelty
everyone's mentality
stare at me judgementally
treat me like a novelty
suicidal tragedy
contrived words of the deprived
is it you or is it me
which of us blurred what this eden was supposed to be
chained together with the promise of forever
not wanting to break free
simply yearning yet to BE
something isn't right tonight
yesterday seemed so much more bright with myself in sight
this eve a void has been re-filled
but at what price; at what sacrifice
i cried for this moment to return
so why do my insides churn
i could never doubt this vital piece of me
...in what context is this meant to be
i s'pose there's nothing else to do
let's continue, me and you
i will not waver when i speak
i will just watch my words carefully
and continue on to tomorrow
it will be no struggle to survive
there're plenty of words left to contrive.
