Adult - I just wanna be pretty :/

Titchehxo · 20-05-2010, 10:28 PM

Yanno... just for once!
Just one day.. I wanna look in the mirror and say (without being a total vain arrogant cow) I would tap that!
I wanna feel attractive.
I wanna feel sexy!
I wanna feel like when I'm walking down the street people are thinking 'wow, she's pretty'
Just for one day.
Instead of being a horrible fat UBOEHNG;OWEINGWEOGIN
I want my hair long again.
I wanna be skinny.
I want nice legs
A nice toned stomach.
I want people to think I'm pretty
And not tell me I am out of pity.
I wanna be able to be with my boyfriend, lying in bed, and not feeling like I have to pull my top down when an inch of my stomach shows.
I wanna feel like I can wear stuff that shows the bottom of my back, maybe a bit of my hips and my legs without feeling like a marshmellow.

Thanks

Ugly Titch.

Bleeding Angel · 20-05-2010, 11:39 PM

You already are thoese things, but sometimes we can only ever see the flaws.

BridgesAndBalloons · 20-05-2010, 11:48 PM

sorry to just jump in, I think a lot of it comes down to confidence, say someone is tiny and confident, they seem to exude attractiveness same goes for someone bigger, if they're confident they seem to look more attractive. Personally I have been bigger and smaller than I am now and I seem to feel more "sexy" now for some reason. I think it's because I'm confident with how I look now. I think being secure with how you are makes a lot of difference, of course this is all just my rambly thoughts, I can relate to what you've posted, I've felt like that more times than I care to remember

mercedes3pb · 22-05-2010, 11:39 PM

first of all, I totally understand how you feel, and all of it is just a confidence thing, I'm struggling with it too. also, I find it necessary to tell you that I love your clockwork orange signature :)

Hannah Montana · 22-05-2010, 11:46 PM

It definitely is a confidence thing. Would you rather have all these things that you wish for? Or just be able to look in the mirror and except yourself for who you are and be happy?

Katiee · 23-05-2010, 12:10 AM

Hun, you are pretty and beautiful, I know it's hard to believe but everyone is in their own way, sometimes you just got to accept it. and trust me, I know how hard that is!

Titchehxo · 23-05-2010, 09:44 PM

Thanks guys!
Well since I'm going Crete on Tuesday.
I bought some really nice girly clothes.
And when I wear them I feel great tbh.
I think it's an image thing.
I look rather tomboyish, I don't want too, but it's the only way I've ever been apart from when I was tiny.
I wish I had more confidence :')

And thankyou :) Clockwork Orange (L)

Titch