Triggering (Suicide) - Men

[~Jo~]

I cant cope anymore, I cant take anymore bad luck. right from the beginnin i seem to have been destined to live a life tainted with bad luck and i dont understand what I've done to deserve it.

My life so far - child abuse, bullying all thru school, self harm, prozac for the sucidial thoughts and depression, man after man breaking my heart using me, leaving me for others, lying to me, and then i met one guy, who reinforced my faith in men, in life. he was lovely, one of a kind, and promised hed never make me feel.....the way i feel now.

he dumpd me because i didnt trust his "bestest friend" relationship with his ex who hes told me he still find attractive. and now i cant cope, i feel like i'll never be able to trust in any guy again, and whats the point in them if they only hurt u? eventualy...in my experience,

i feel like im never going to have anything in my life that goes right. so whats the point anymore?

[Diamonds.]

Jo, there is ALWAYS a point. You may not see that now, but there is. Imagine if you killed yourself, just THINK. Think for just a second, of who you would hurt and do you REALLY want to die, or is just an escape? An escape because you can't see anything getting better, when it does.

As for the men and your life, you have been treat like shit, that is even better of a reason why you should love yourself, why you should try, because YOU deserve it.
x

[nowhereman]

Hey I've just been hurt yet again too *hugs* but we're strong enough to get through this and we both deserve better. The only man who is worth your tears won't make you cry in the first place. I'm sorry though you're going through this, please feel better soon. lots of love.