Triggering (SI) - Poss. triggering (just in case), but quite positive

[Wakeful Dreamer.]

Today I was pretty triggered and tempted to break my six-week-free streak. Instead, I thought of all the reasons I shouldn't cut. So, here's my list, and I don't really expect anything from this. It's more for my benefit than yours, but a few words of encouragement or something would be nice? Thanks.

For all the people who've hurt me, I will not cut.
For all the people I've hurt, I will not cut.

For all the times I've been lied to, I will not cut.
For all the times I have lied, I will not cut.

For all the times I have been let down, I will not cut.
For all the times I let myself down, I will not cut.

For all the promises people have made, I will not cut.
For all the promises people have broken, I will not cut.

For all the promises I have made, I will not cut.
For all the promises I have broken, I will not cut.

For all the good thoughts I've had, I will not cut.
For all the bad thoughts I've had, I will not cut.

For all the times I have failed, I will not cut.
For all the times I have succeeded, I will not cut.

For all the happy memories I have, I will not cut.
For all the unhappy memories I have, I will not cut.

For all the moments I was weak, I will not cut.
For all the moments I was strong, I will not cut.

For all the doubts I have, I will not cut.
For all the certainty I have, I will not cut.

For all the ones I love, I will not cut.
For all the ones I hate, I will not cut.

For my friends and family, I will not cut.
For myself, I will not cut.

[lozza]

I dont have many words right now but am thinking of you
*cuddles*

[im_the_kid_that_falls]

hey hun! Well done for fighting the urge, I know you can do it! :)
That list is so good!
Remember im here for you!
x-x-x

[silent-noise]

that was so gorgez
u've given me new reason to cut
thank you
emxxx

[Katiee]

Awhh hun, I love your list! tis' great (: Well done on not cutting. xo.

[crazykat]

Well done on doing something proactive to beat the urge to cut, you should definately be proud of yourself hun. Perhaps print out the list and stick it somewhere where you will see it to help remind you why not to give in nect time. Take care
Kat xxx

[Within-Temptation]

great job for not cutting=)
this helped me out also...thanx
i hope all goes well..good luck to you

-dae

[destructogirl]

that's really inspirational
well done and thankyou

[Life is peachy]

Well done, it's really good to see that you can find a way to beat the urges :)

[Wakeful Dreamer.]

Thanks everyone. I'm actually feeling pretty good today. = ]