Triggering (SI/Suicide) - Baha i give up. ^_^'

[felli]

Cutting and OD'ing all the way. Hehe.

[Distortion.]

I know how you're feeling, but you know you don't have to do that Andy...yeah? I'm on msn if you need me ):

[felli]

I already am doing it, well not OD'ing just yet. :) Plenty of cuts to go around me though. :D

[Distortion.]

Well, you don't need to...and you know that. You know that so many people care about you. I know that, so please, don't? =/ I don't know what to say, because you're damn stubborn like me and once you set your mind on something you can't really be persuaded otherwise, but I'm here, I hope you know that =/

[TinkerDebs]

dude
no
no
no
eat jam!
you want jam!
you NEED jam

talk to deb??????

[felli]

Yeah i'm stubborn:)))

Fuck jam, give me the jar so i can break it. :)

[TinkerDebs]

NO!!!!!

i'll make you jam on toast!! and i bin the jar so you can have it


also im stubborn so lets cut the argument and say you tell me whats caused you to feel this way????



also i still love you for loving jam even if you are stubborn :p

[felli]

Nothing's caused it. I'm just sick of living. :)

[TinkerDebs]

heh i win you gave me a straight answer :)

so why sick of living?? whats so bad about this life that jam cant solve it??

[felli]

I'm just sick of it. I'm thinking why bother anymore? Life's shit, it ends one day so why not make it today instead?

[TinkerDebs]

i take that view too!!!
but apparently people arent so fond of that life theory!!!
so i say we all live in this screwy little world and see if we can have a littlw fun with it if we cant get anything else from it

[felli]

Aha.
Well those people can get fucked as far as i am concerned :)
I don't get fun from anything but cutting ^_^

[TinkerDebs]

i say that too - but they dont take so kindly lol!!!

dude how is this like amusing in the fact that we are making fun of stuff byt being stubborn
i was truyign to help you
but i have found myself agreeing with you
im sure thats not a good way to help someone who would like to kill themselves

validate your aggreeal :S

dude no killing yourself
please

[TinkerDebs]

wait
damn
no cutting too

[felli]

Cutting, lots of cutting. More now :)

[TinkerDebs]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I can see you're really stressed right now, but how about you take a deep breath and try and calm down for a second. Put your tool to the side and distract yourself.

Killing yourself wont solve anything, even if it does feel like that right now.

I'm just a PM away if you want to talk.

*offers hugs*

[felli]

Yes Deb.

Thanks, it's down atm, but i'm going to need to use it again soon. I'm always too late to make a move on anything that might make me happy. Always too late. Cutting might help me feel alot happiper. :)

[TinkerDebs]

((squish))

It might, but only for that moment, and sooner or later you'll feel worse again, and then start to cut because you want to feel happier, and it'll keep going in a vicious circle.

I really hope you're okay. I'm still here if you want to PM.

*hugs*