Breaking up.

[dancey.pants]

I just broke up with my boyfriend, who I have been dating for over a year. He has helped me so much and I truly love him, though that's hard to believe after what I have done. I have done things with other guys, and girls, that I am not proud of, all while dating him. I lie to him, and I know it's not ok. I finally told him everything and I know that he deserves better, but it is still hard because he is my world. I don't need to hear what a brat I am, I already know that... But this is the hardest thing I have ever done... :(

[lilmissjay]

this may be hard to see at the moment since you are still feeling bad about what has happened, but the best thing you can do now is to try and forgive yourself and look at this situation as a lesson. Now you have learned what to do and not do in the future. You mentioned that you told him everything, how did he react? Did he want to break up also? Anyways, I hope things start to look up for you soon. Take care :)