It's really difficult for me to write this, and I'm not 100% sure about my decision, but I've been doing a lot of thinking about things recently.
To put things simply – I’m leaving, or at least trying to. To be honest I’ve reached a point where RYL is unable to help me any further – I really need some more professional and serious help. I spend my whole time on here when I should be doing other things such as school work and my music. I feel as though at the moment I spend too much time on here and lazing around, when really I would probably be happier and more successful if I spent that time doing something constructive.
Being a member of RYL is one of the best experiences that I have ever had, and I’ve met so many fantastic people here. I’ve really enjoyed being a supporter too, and feel as though I have gained so much from it. I want to thank you all for everything, and to remind you that every single one of you is amazingly fantastic. I’ll hopefully keep contact with those of you that I see often, and am hoping to still pop along to the odd meet with Nat and Kaya so I can see people again :)
I’m certainly not forgetting you all, and I’m afraid that I’m not leaving for a particularly positive reason. I’m still going to be doing my own stuff to raise awareness about self injury etc, and hopefully one day I might be able to come on here again without it taking over my life.
Look after yourselves all – I’ll still be here picking up PM’s and sorting out some business etc for a couple of days, but after that it’ll be farewell.
Im sorry to hear your leaving, take care and you know you can always come back. I hope you find other things to help you, stay stong xxx
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Im sorry you're leaving.
Ive seen you around the boards and you've been really supportive to people. Im sure you will be greatly missed. I hope all works out for you,and of course, we will all be here if you decide to come back to RYL
Awh Jelly, take care of yourself yeh? Maybe see you at an up there ^^ meet again sometime :] I hope you work things out more with time away. xxxx
"Be nice. Think happy thoughts. Champion silver linings. Love all things (not just cute things like babies and kittens) & when you do love - love like they do in power ballads (you know like on a cliff with the wind in your hair and your eyes shut, knowing you'll never know love like this). Watch out for dog poo. Smile at people - even grumpy ones. Remember anything is possible & whatever you do always try to look on the bright side."
Who else can i talk about RYL with now :(
luv you :)
When one door of happiness closes another one opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us.
