why can you not just be happy for me? Am i hurting people? - Well you know what, fuck them...I've been unhappy for a long time due to them and now I'm getting what I want
Thought I oughta bare my naked feelings
Thought I oughta tear the curtain down
I held the blade in trembling hands
Prepared to make it but just then the phone rang
I never had the nerve to make the final cut
So here I am again, lost another person, it kills me, I want you in my life, no, i need you in my life, you were more to me, you became me friend , now you are gone.
And you, i still miss you and think about you everyday, i hope i will see you one day again even if just to have a momentary glance at you, to know that you are around, that your aura and existence are present, to have the comfort of your beauty, *sighs* i just miss you terribly, i owe you more than anything and the thing i appreciate more about you than anyone else, is that you really do know me, you looked right in my soul,
There there baby, it's just text book stuff, it's in the ABC of growing up...
I love you, but I'm afraid that it's all a lie. Do you really feel that way?
^this
I like you alot, maybe even falling for you, but you scare me too
~why did you do that today? of all things...it hurt, I know you ment well but please..I'm not over you..:(
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
I can't believe the feeling that I felt when I saw you
If I was an artist, on paper I would draw you
Hanging on the wall with all the masterpieces
Cause that's where you belong.
Do you realise how much I love you?
I'm so, so freakin' lucky.
But I'm so scared, everyday, that I'm going to lose you.
I don't ever, ever want to lose you.
I can't imagine my life without you there, I really can't.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
you don't actually understand how hard it is. You see all these students every day, but you think I can just get back on that horse and be fine...its not like that...not this time. Too much work, too far behind, too much distraction, too much pain, too many voices.
You made up your mind to torture mine!
If you read a scar like a book, you will relise the story in which you over look
sick and tired and feeling generally like shit.
and i have to listen to you go on about how nothing goes your way and your life sucks. When you have EVERYTHING going for you. I just can't really handle it when i feel like this.
oh and i'm failing math. i'm such a fucking failure. worthless won't get into a good college now. sorry.
I will get there. Someday
When everything feels like the movies, yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
I gave everything to you.
And you betrayed me. Just like everyone else.
I'm done.
I saw you one day as you passed me by. I know why i haven't seen you since, you recognised me and decided to stay away. You do everything in your power to avoid me. And it hurts more than any cut i've ever made....
