Em i really hope your ok hunni, and i hope you got your cut sorted out, i know your having a rough time hun but you can get through this you have us all here, and we'd miss you soooo much if you died, i don't really know what else to say but i'll always be here for you hun. *hugs*
How's everyone else today??
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I'm not feeling my greatest today :( i can't really be bovered to do anything and i feel really low so i'll prob keep away today. xxx
My amazing sisters - Katch, Pomegrante, Hells, Dark Light, blondiebear, l'il esky and Sweetest Downfall :)
My cool cousins - Daisy star, Crystalheart and Crazykat :)
My cousin is not just getting married. She's now having a BABY
I'm soooooooooooo happy for her, because I knew she wanted another child, as she already has a 12yr old son. Wow her life has gone so well, she graduated in 06, she's got the job she wants (I think), she's got a new man, they're getting married next October, their baby is on the way in November. What more could you want?
Hi Emma, I hope you feel better soon.
Helen, that is great news about your cousin.
Now I'm involved in the 3rd argument this week. And I absolutely have to be calm and impartial. When someone wins an argument, someone else loses. Not nice and not necessary. But I'm getting witchy because of it.
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My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
Great news about your cousin Helen :) And hope the malaria tabs aren't too horrible for you.
Hope the argument's sorted soon, Susan. I wish I could say something constructive.
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My parents just took me out for a meal, but I couldn't eat it. I just... I don't want to be here anymore. But I have to be, I can't go anywhere, much as I wish I could. The thoughts are coming back, all the suicidalness, but... there's too many people relying on me staying here... I'm here for them, not me at the moment... I just wish... I wish everything was different.
Sorry... I'll go hide now.
~Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly~
Thanks for the words of support and messages *hugs*. I am back from A&E, all patched up and in and out fairly quickly, didn't even have to have a psych assessment. I think I have figured out I am not upset atm, I'm not happy or content. I am just, nothing and I don't like it.
^ hells, i saw someone that looked exactly like you on the tube yesterday. dont think it was you (was it?!) but was uncanny! :)
Spoooooky. I wish it was me but I stayed indoors all of yesterday looking after a sick dog. Maybe it was my double
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Great news about your cousin Helen :) And hope the malaria tabs aren't too horrible for you.
Thanks sweetheart :]
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Thanks for the words of support and messages *hugs*. I am back from A&E, all patched up and in and out fairly quickly, didn't even have to have a psych assessment. I think I have figured out I am not upset atm, I'm not happy or content. I am just, nothing and I don't like it.
If y'all see dizzy in my "i am currently" thingy today, it is my sinuses, not exhaustion. Because of my toothache, i'm to be on over the counter sinus meds for a few weeks.
My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
*steals some of the ice cream and huddles with it in a corner* i feel so wretched can't eat sleep all the time or not at all and the voices are tormenting me :( i hate my life i just want it over
Hi everyone *hands out cookies*
Having a bit of a bad day. Asked my partner to come over and he said he had work, but he sounded like he was outdoors. Is he trying to avoid me? I really need some friendly company at the moment. Beth's being very negative. xxx
~Phoenix~ is my Little Sister of Awesomeness and Self-Delusion :P Bitter Angel is my Mitten Animad is my Top Trump All Im Living For - Is my beautiful and special daughter who isnt called Kim but will moan if i dont add her :P
Hugs all around. I'm lazy mellow. Sitting here with my hair wet down my neck. We have a couple of rugs that need to be hand washed only my hands aren't strong enough. so I washed them in the shower, stomp stomp, rinse, flip, stomp stomp. My husband will wring them out and dry them later.
*hugs pengy* *hugs zowie* *takes a big helping of ice cream.* I like anything mint.
My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
~Phoenix~ is my Little Sister of Awesomeness and Self-Delusion :P Bitter Angel is my Mitten Animad is my Top Trump All Im Living For - Is my beautiful and special daughter who isnt called Kim but will moan if i dont add her :P
"Rug showering" is now in my list of all time most surreal acts!
~Phoenix~ is my Little Sister of Awesomeness and Self-Delusion :P Bitter Angel is my Mitten Animad is my Top Trump All Im Living For - Is my beautiful and special daughter who isnt called Kim but will moan if i dont add her :P