Morning Mark, hope your anxiety decreased throughout the day.
Hi Kat, I am alright how are you?
BB, I had a better night last night, thank you. Had to do swimming with the kids today and it was really hot in the pool room, but I stood by the door and was generally ok. How are you? Why are you scared?
Ellie, how do you feel about the potential diagnosis, are you seeing yourpsych again soon?
*hugs Mark* Hope your anxiety eases and you have fun with your best friend. :)
*hugs Kat* How are you?
Hey Cheeky Monkey, you're Mich right? How are you feeling? X I'm Lucy, nice to meet you.:)
*huggles BB* Sorry you're still unwell X I managed to sleep yes, and I slept a lot; I just woke up like half an hour ago and it was like 2:30 here.
What do you mean by statement Ellie? What should it say?
Kat, the site is fabulous, I thought I'd take a look because I don't have access to therapy yet(or at least not here I think) and it has quite a lot of resources, thank you :)
ETA: Steph, hi :) I'm glad it was Ok going to the pool. Also glad last night was better.X
hope your anxiety eases mark and you hVE a nice time :)
hey lucy what you up to ??
ellie when you say statement do you mean like a crisis plan??
so my gp is a useless bitch who brushes everything off and goes im upping your sertraline to 100mg at night and wont do nothing for a month and zoes bare imposs to get hold off.. my fnp nurse Jayne will be here soon... feeling so crumy and jus been sick this heat makes me feel unwell when I had to twLK TO the shop for a drink and getting fed up of constantly been told to eat all the time im not a pig!! fyi!!ah well things can only get better with time xx
I feel okay about it just hard to get my head around it.
As for statement I mean as in advanced statement I can make in the event I'm ill and also a crisis plan
Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
Ellie perhaps that is something that your treating team could help you put together
Glad your okay Steph. I am okay, annoyed though because I just looked at my email and I won a competition but may have missed out on getting it because I didn't respond to the email in time.
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
im don't see how increasing ym meds and making me go back in a months time is going to help me in anyway.....
my fnp nurse has just left we talked about a lot of things to do with me and a lot of things to do with bailey it was nice to have that familuarness of someone that I know.....
I have to go to zoes office tomoro to see her which means getting on the tube scary much....
Jayne my nurse said not to act on my impulsive thoughts or carry anything she hopes that once I know more whats going on as today was the experts meeetig and court is soon that maybe all my anxiety will alm down..
she thinks I have been doing a good job as bailey is well loved and looked after and content im not seeing her till 23rd august now though x
I hope you all are okay x
Im sitting here feeling really crappy right now nd trying to take my mind off life whilst almost feeling sedated.
Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
once im diagnosed properly my mental health and ld team can make decisions on how to help me in the mean time they are treating it as severe depression and giving me meds. im now drafting a letter to them
Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
