I hope today is better for you and you start having more good days than bad ones. Would you have liked the doctor to explore more about the female voice? How are you this morning?
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
Apparently the doctor is going to look at my medication.
I was told that by a HCA.
I was honest with her and told her what the voices were saying
Not allowed to change into my clothes today which is annoying but probably for the best.
Was given lorazepam with my morning meds for some reason.
I feel ok but groggy. I had to have more prn late at night otherwise they wouldn't let me sleep in my room
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
I'm sorry your physical health has been suffering, how are you today? Would you consider trying to look after your physical health with food and drink and meds? Not all at once of course, but your body does need to be looked after and you don't deserve to be suffering.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
I’m drinking ok I think. I also had a cuppa soup that staff made me but the voices went mental so I threw it up.
I am taking meds though.
Last night was bad. I had a bad incident and had to sleep in the day area. They keep giving me sedating meds for no reason too. I’m still not allowed in my room.
I’m so sick of this but I can’t stop. The voices are too bad
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
What are they suggesting might help with the voices? Do you know what might help? (not killing yourself). It sounds like they're sedating you because you're doing lots of risky things at the moment and are also distressed with the voices. Hopefully you can work through things and start to be less sedated and be safe while you are.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
Nothing. They keep asking if they can do anything to help but they can’t.
Apparently the meds and depot will take a while to work.
I want to be left alone
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
I can understand wanting to be alone, and it's harder when you're in a place filled with people and staff checking on you etc. I do hope that the depot and meds work asap and you are allowed back home, even if it is with some support in your house. Things would hopefully get much better in your own environment once you're over this intense period. What do you have there that allows you to sort of ignore people for a while? Do you have headphones? If you only have wired ones you should think about getting wireless ones.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
I only had headphones with a wire
I have been shutting myself in the tv lounge and playing music.
No one really goes in there
I doubt I’d even be allowed wireless headphones because I can’t even have my toothbrush and toothpaste. I’m not sure what they think I’ll do with toothpaste but there we go.
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
That's a good idea if you can get some alone time with music. What sort of stuff do you listen to? I know they do end up taking absolutely everything off you and it's kind of weird. If you wanted to ask if you'd be allowed wireless headphones I could send you a pair.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
I listen to all sorts of stuff.
Mainly linkin park and 3 days grace and similar
Thank you for the offer. I will ask the day staff because night staff are clueless about everything
I was allowed in my room but that was short lived.
I can go back in at 10pm as long as I am 'settled' which I am already but they suck.
They literally dragged me out of my room. On the floor.
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Today hasn't been good either
I wasn't allowed back in my room at all last night because I kept destroying stuff and managed to get through one of the airlock doors.
Was allowed in my room for a short time today but not anymore
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
I told the nurse about it today. She said she's going to hand it over.
They just keep giving me prn which doesn't particularly help.
I can only have a certain amount of promethazine a day and already had half of that in 2 doses. They said to save the rest for tonight.
Lorazepam is also prescribed but it doesn't affect me at all
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
