Update...for those who want to know...

Hopefulbutterfly24 · 22-07-2017, 01:24 AM

Its been a daily battle for about 3 months now i havent been able to stay a week clean im actually cutting more amd only going deeper its been so hard today i talked to my therapist about it and we set a short term to stay a week clean but this just seems impossible for me to even do its going to be a battle to go through this but believe me there is that small part of that does want to recover but im terrified that i cant do it.

one_step_closer · 22-07-2017, 08:35 PM

Sorry things are so difficult for you. Do you think you could break down your goal into smaller steps and maybe focus on not self harming for short periods at a time? If you can get to say a day without self harming you can try for an additional day. Has anything helped in the past? Hold on to the part of you that wants to recover, if you can make it stronger then you can definitely win this battle. Good luck with everything. Take care.

Sketchy · 23-07-2017, 06:50 PM

Keep talking to your therapist. Hopefully they will be able to help you. Also keep posting here. Maybe we can distract you and give you support.

Knee-Socks · 25-07-2017, 01:12 AM

I'm really sorry you are having such a hard time sweetheart. Try to take it just one day at time and breathe. Do you have someone close to you that you can call when you start feeling out of control?
Keep going to therapy and if you need to talk/vent you can PM me.