so unbelievably angry right now.....SH'ed bad today but i deserve it anyway....... want it to all end......im tired of fighting everyday..... whats the point...... this is so pointless sorry......
''Where do I take this pain of mine I run but it stays right by my side'' (Until it sleeps metallica)
No matter how many deaths I die, I will never forget
No matter how many lies I live, I will never regret
There's a fire inside,
Of this heart,
About to explode into flames (Hurricane 30 seconds to mars)
because everythig is all my fault it always is and nobody cares what i do to myself so why should i care anymore........
''Where do I take this pain of mine I run but it stays right by my side'' (Until it sleeps metallica)
No matter how many deaths I die, I will never forget
No matter how many lies I live, I will never regret
There's a fire inside,
Of this heart,
About to explode into flames (Hurricane 30 seconds to mars)
everyone............ so tired of everything........
''Where do I take this pain of mine I run but it stays right by my side'' (Until it sleeps metallica)
No matter how many deaths I die, I will never forget
No matter how many lies I live, I will never regret
There's a fire inside,
Of this heart,
About to explode into flames (Hurricane 30 seconds to mars)
its just everyone always blaming me on everything they just push me around make me feel unwanted a waste of space.......always fighting always arguing never listen to me never help me im invisible to everyone....family friends everyone....... sorry there isnt anything anyone can do anymore cant do this any longer........
''Where do I take this pain of mine I run but it stays right by my side'' (Until it sleeps metallica)
No matter how many deaths I die, I will never forget
No matter how many lies I live, I will never regret
There's a fire inside,
Of this heart,
About to explode into flames (Hurricane 30 seconds to mars)
hey hun
i felt the same way just a day ago and i didnt see away out
my dad was always on my back
when i went to tech the teachers blanked me like i was there
wen i tryed talking to anyone they were to busy to talk so they said they would call me back in a hour but they never call me back
i felt sooooo let down by people.
PM me if u want to talk
ending your life is never the answer and i found out the hard way
xxxxxx
You're not invisible here to us, and I'm pretty sure there's someone who does care about you in your life. I do understand how it can be to feel so alone and rejected and hopeless. When you become invisibled is hard to talk to find words. Starting to find words here can help you to gain courage to take a stand for your existence with those around you.
thanks shivonie everything is just so bad right now i cant see any other way other then to end it i know its not the answer but ive tried to find another one and i cant. hope your feeling better! x
''Where do I take this pain of mine I run but it stays right by my side'' (Until it sleeps metallica)
No matter how many deaths I die, I will never forget
No matter how many lies I live, I will never regret
There's a fire inside,
Of this heart,
About to explode into flames (Hurricane 30 seconds to mars)
thanks stellata but there actually is no one in my life thats here for me not anymore everyone left and just ignore the problem. finding words is very hard for me im not much of a talker really... thanks anyway...
''Where do I take this pain of mine I run but it stays right by my side'' (Until it sleeps metallica)
No matter how many deaths I die, I will never forget
No matter how many lies I live, I will never regret
There's a fire inside,
Of this heart,
About to explode into flames (Hurricane 30 seconds to mars)
em i duno guess im just angry with everything i seem to be getting worse all the time i keep trying and keep getting knocked back down wish my parents cared more wish i had my best friend back............
''Where do I take this pain of mine I run but it stays right by my side'' (Until it sleeps metallica)
No matter how many deaths I die, I will never forget
No matter how many lies I live, I will never regret
There's a fire inside,
Of this heart,
About to explode into flames (Hurricane 30 seconds to mars)
i dont show my anger at all i keep it all in and then just SH....
i would like my parents to try understand everything better and help me instead of ignoring me and pretending its all ok...
my best friend and me havnt been the same since september i just wish we were like we used to be.....
''Where do I take this pain of mine I run but it stays right by my side'' (Until it sleeps metallica)
No matter how many deaths I die, I will never forget
No matter how many lies I live, I will never regret
There's a fire inside,
Of this heart,
About to explode into flames (Hurricane 30 seconds to mars)
