How can I say I Miss You and I Love You when I dont speak your Language.......My Love I remeber what you said to me.....you were right this is "Our Time" I Love you My Love......Im coiming Home Soon!!!
Nothing lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
Did you really mean what you told me? I hope so b/c I've been waiting over a year to hear you say those things to me, but at the same time i winder if its real. Is this another one of your jokes? Did you just want to see how i would react? idk what to think anymore, I have been hurt to many times b4 by other people. please let this be different. i think you are different we have been really close friend for awhile, at least we know each other somewhat..... but now that i think about it...do you know me at all? b/c the imporant things i dont think you told me and I know i haven't told you, so you havnet a clue but still.....i hope its real b/c i like you alot...maybe even love you....... idk, maybe...
"The cuts on my skin arent WHOIam, The cuts on my skin arent PART ofme
The cuts on my skin arent FORshow but the cuts on my skin show THE WORLD ApartOFwhoIAM." -LyricsToMyLife
If you know that your going insane does the fact that you KNOW make you sane?
Seriously, I wish you'd ****ing grow up.
I'm not sure I'd speak to you if I had the choice.
I don't care about you, you ****ing piss me off and you're a liar.
And really, nobody does like you anyway, you know everyone takes the piss out of you behind your back.
You mean so little that I don't hate you or anything, you just piss me off.
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I have really really really really had it. I mean, I've lost all patience and I'm not going to take any more. You've had so many chances it's not even funny. I've let you walk all over me and I'm not taking anymore of this. It's not worth all the misery you've caused me and I'm not doing this anymore. It's beyond time I let go.
I want to make love to you *grins*
I want you to talk dirty to me (not the song!) and I want us to have fun. *still grinning*
"...that incremental suicide of turning your life into a dream, to make being awake as similar to sleep as possible. Drowsily, lazily, dry-mouth your way through the day's ceremonies, fumble your way back into the dew-bather you never really left, draped in brown, brown now all around, the haze!" - Russell Brand on drug addiction.
"Si ma êkh gûndo piyiamásko...ándo bírto barruno. Bírto, bírto barruno."
I still think you're HOT.
I am shameless. Don't hate me.
"...that incremental suicide of turning your life into a dream, to make being awake as similar to sleep as possible. Drowsily, lazily, dry-mouth your way through the day's ceremonies, fumble your way back into the dew-bather you never really left, draped in brown, brown now all around, the haze!" - Russell Brand on drug addiction.
"Si ma êkh gûndo piyiamásko...ándo bírto barruno. Bírto, bírto barruno."
I know this makes me a horrible horrible person, but I honestly wish you would just die. Then you wouldn't have to be so confused and stressed out all the time. Then you could be at peace.
Please do not give me virtual hugs unless you are only using the hug function on threads. Thanks.
You can't always keep it separate.
This is happening, this is part of you.
Would you please, please hold me? Would you please come sit next to me and keep me company. Please don't leave me alone. I need you. I want you here. Please, I'm scared...please come here and talk to me. Love me, touch me. Listen to me. Let me hug you and touch you. I'm dying to hold you. Please? I need you. Help me. Help me feel better...come here. Please? Hug me.
"...that incremental suicide of turning your life into a dream, to make being awake as similar to sleep as possible. Drowsily, lazily, dry-mouth your way through the day's ceremonies, fumble your way back into the dew-bather you never really left, draped in brown, brown now all around, the haze!" - Russell Brand on drug addiction.
"Si ma êkh gûndo piyiamásko...ándo bírto barruno. Bírto, bírto barruno."
Gods help me, I love you. I still love you, after everything you've done. How could I still love you!? Oh god I hate myself. I ****ing love you and you...you just...have you any idea what you've done to me? You ****ing killed me. You have no idea do you? How much damage you've coused? I'll never be normal again becasue of you. I'll never be the same, sane...and I still love you? I can't...I can't get over it. I'm not over it. I have nightmares about you...and I wake up crying...and I feel like ****. You have ruined my life! Why? What did I ever do to you? and why do you keep going at it? Your betrayal, you have no idea, it's the most hurtful thing that has EVER happened to me and I will never fully get over it. Nothing and no one will ever be able to break my heart the way you did. I can't even get my mind around it still...after all this time. You! Why you? Why me? I loved you. I love you. why can't you see, if there's anyone in this world that can make me feel like utter **** is you. You! You confuse me so, so much and I don't deserve this at all. It's so cruel what you do...I'm human dammit, don't play with me like that. It ****s me up even more. Please just stop. I wish you would disappear for ever but it wouldn't make any difference. How dare you play with my emotions like this...you make me so godamn unstable. I wish I had an older brother so he would beat the **** out of you. I wish I had protection. Ah!
God.
"...that incremental suicide of turning your life into a dream, to make being awake as similar to sleep as possible. Drowsily, lazily, dry-mouth your way through the day's ceremonies, fumble your way back into the dew-bather you never really left, draped in brown, brown now all around, the haze!" - Russell Brand on drug addiction.
"Si ma êkh gûndo piyiamásko...ándo bírto barruno. Bírto, bírto barruno."
Why can't you even walk 2 minutes down the road to come and see me? Because you're stoned and can't be bothered. You lied when you said i came first. Please.
