I'm losing my mind....
I haven't been here in years. I'm exhausted. I have my dream job. But I'm losing my head. My therapist thinks I'm bipolar(again) and I'm trying so hard to manage it without hard medication. I feel like restricting and self harming, and I know that's just a way of coping and ignoring the real problem, but I don't know what else I can really do.... I'm losing my mind...I feel so stupid....I was better....I should be better.... but I'm not.
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