Been admitted

[Buttons.]

I've done so so well (for me) for over 6 months no admissions or drinking or much self harm voices under control etc but just recently I've been struggling more with the voice and thoughts and shit and I've been admitted which is a bit of a shock as I didn't realise I could be perceived as that ill (I think my problems are mostly spiritual atm not mental health but that's irrelevant l). This ward is especially difficult for reasons I can't say here out of paranoia but I'm just feeling desperate I don't even know if I'm sectioned or not I just feel so bloody confused and threatened and scared. So yeah any hugs reasons not to do myself in would be appreciated <3

[happywondering]

I'm sorry you are having such a hard time. I hope you feel better soon.

[Bellatrix]

Sending lots of hugs your way <3

[havealittlefaith]

Hugs hope you feel better soon hugs X

[Buttons.]

Thanks. Just so anxious n tense things very chaotic. I don't think I've been this frightened in quite some time.

[havealittlefaith]

Hugs its bound to be scary at first then your get used to the place hopefully they gave you the right meds and treatment and you won't be there for a long time. In regards to knowing if your sectioned when they go through paper work they should let you know then your be okay hugs xx

[Buttons.]

No ones even come n talked to me just gone out with the rest for a cig and been anxious sick that's it am just sat in the dining room I don't have a clue what's going to happen next...

[PassedExpectations]

Hey, I know we haven't talked in ages but i'm sorry to hear that you're struggling.

This may be silly, but it always helped me when I was inpatient... Do they have a schedule somewhere? perhaps posted on the wall? There typically wasn't much "stuff" going on where I was at, but just knowing what time different parts of the day happened was helpful. I would count down from one event to the next.

You mentioned that you're feeling paranoid. Is there any staff there that seem approachable? Or do you have a point staff assigned to you? (like the one staff who is supposed to be your go-to for information and such).

[Auror.]

Oh gosh, it's the worst not knowing what's going on. Could you find a nurse or someone in charge and ask? I know it's probably late there so if not tonight, maybe first thing tomorrow?

Sending you loads of love, Katy. I know it's hard but it's encouraging to hear that (at least from the sound of it) that you didn't actually harm yourself.

[Isoverity]

Hope things are better soon. You're so basically sane its always kind of hard to picture you in hospital. But these things happen.

[Buttons.]

Thanks everyone. Been awake about an hour today. Feel surreal.

Carmen I actually have ended up hurting myself but I haven't been self harming much at all last 6 months until last few days.

[havealittlefaith]

Hugs you feeling any better today xx

[[Luna]]

Thinking of you. It sounds very scary and confusing!
I hope someone is able to sit down and explain things to you.
Keep talking to us <3

[Buttons.]

Thanks everybody. Still not seen a doctor so am unclear what's going on but have calmed down a little. Just keeping myself to myself and listening to tunes atm

[Buttons.]

Home now. life is weird. Am going to ask for this thread ;locked. Thanks again for all support :)