I hope , finally, this is the hep you deserve and can work with. I'm gla d to hear they are flexible this time on the gaining...it was ridiculous before...no one recovers on a set timetable!!!
Pls keep safe
and know im thinking of you
good luck hunni
romp
Please think about going IP voluntarily. Being sectioned is something to avoid, and going IP voluntarily is not a failure or anything.
Hope things start to get better for you.
Totally, you have more control this way, its definatly better, you will get more home leave probably and there will be less restrictions xxx
L_M_G is my mummy :) inkerman and razorbladedarling are my two non-identical twin sprogs (concieved on same day) Scabette< cos she has the cutest puppy dog eyes and i cant resist!feeling-afraid< my bottle of glitter!! which i just have to have :Pmidnight stars< my gorgeous sister, whom i love to bits ;) Dance With The Fairy< *star*gazing*buddie :] Broken-Fairy is my partner in crime ;) little_miss is my real life saviour PaperClip is my stationary queen
heya, well obviously im still here (thank god), i should be ok now til at least monday. Manged to get a bit more sleep last night, i think tht was due to me being really edgy and not being able to sit still yesterday. One good thing is i managed to avoid si-ing, but i guess the bad thing is i went on a long walk instead. I ended up at the pub with lawrence where i downed a stiff drink before retiring back home to bed. Yeah, my life sucks right now and theres no one to blame but myself, but im trying to keep my spirits up. Thanks for the amazing support guys, i no i dnt really deserve it because of how difficult im being and my complete lack of replies to everyone else.
xx
hun, you deserve all the support your getting.
please look after yourself
much love
amanda
the most important things are the hardest things to say...
...And you make revelations that cost you the most, only to have people look at you in a funny way.
not understanding what you've said at all, or why you though it was so important that you almost cried when you were saying it.
from what ican gather from my cpn today, its likely my consultant will come and see me at home tomoro. He's off on holiday after that and my cpn doesnt think he'll leave things til he gets back. so yeah..watch this space
Your not screwed, you will be getting help, that you despiratly need, you cant go on like this, you know that. They are only doing this to keep you safe, and again, you need that at the moment. I hope it goes ok and that you come to some agreement as it would be better for you to accept this treatment voluntarily. But you know it will have to be forced if you refuse to make the decsions yourself. Take care xxx
L_M_G is my mummy :) inkerman and razorbladedarling are my two non-identical twin sprogs (concieved on same day) Scabette< cos she has the cutest puppy dog eyes and i cant resist!feeling-afraid< my bottle of glitter!! which i just have to have :Pmidnight stars< my gorgeous sister, whom i love to bits ;) Dance With The Fairy< *star*gazing*buddie :] Broken-Fairy is my partner in crime ;) little_miss is my real life saviour PaperClip is my stationary queen
Dani Darling, im sorry i havent been around to offer any support but i want you to know that i am here if you need anything and im thinking of you. Please think about going to IP voluntarily as being sectioned isnt very nice at all. I wish i hadnt refused as you do get all your rights taken away from you, you have no say in how things go. i dont want you to go through that. I'm sorry things are so crap, i wish there was something i could say to make things seem easier or make you smile.
Take care sweetie,
love you loads .x.
Through the dark, a strand of light, the light continued to get bright, with it came the strength to fight (Gem)
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
