A lot of people here care a lot about you, we'd all care if something were to happen to you ♡
Have you reached out for professional help like we all suggested in your last thread?
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♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
Major Depression | Asperger's Syndrome | Anxiety NOS | Hints of OCD
Close your eyes. Don't you cry. Love's around you. In time, you'll fly. Don't you worry about the dark. I will light up the night with the love in my heart. I will burn like the sun that will keep you safe and warm. Like the smell of a rose on a summer's day, I will be there to take all your fears away. With the touch of my hand, I will turn your life to GOLD!
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
We want it, we want, we want a reason to live. We need it, we need, we need more than this. Going through this life, looking for angels. People passing by, looking for angels. Walking down the streets, looking for angels. Everyone I meet, looking for angels.
well i just found out that my close freind had her baby at the end of march...7 pounds 7 oz...her name is josyln...but i also found out that shortly after she had her daughter...doctors found out out that she has thyroid cancer...i have been a wreck since finding this out....i dont know what to think or how to feel..im just devastated
i know i have to be strong for her..i just dont know how
a part of me really wants to throw my hands up at this point and say that im done and to hell with everything
i guess the whole help thing is because...im afraid that it wont work..and that im going to have to explain to my family that i self harm...and scared to death of them finding out...i know it wouldnt go over to well with them
most people here...they look up to me...they think im brave and im strong...and i feel like i let everyone down..if i help one...just one person... then i have done my job...
the honest truth.... i love everyone here..and when i read the posts in SD..i want so badly to hold everyones hand and say it will be okay....you will be okay.. i just wish i could help everyone.....i dont know what i would do if i woke up one day and someone from here killed themselves...
i know that i couldnt handle it...but i feel like im a hypocrite
So rather than trying to get help because it MIGHT not work you'll just stay as you are? Because it doesn't seem like this is working out for you right now!! seeing as you've been saying the same things for I dobt know how long!!!
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
It sounds like things are very difficult for you right now but if you were to do something to yourself it isn't going to help. Your friend will need your support to help her through this.
I'm not familiar with your situation but I can see that there is some reluctance to seek professional help. Can I ask how old you are? True it might not work but it seems like things aren't working how they are so you may as well take that risk. What is there to lose.
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When life gets you down do you know what you've gotta do?
Well the second question then I guess - would they have to know if you're seeking treatment? Why would you have to tell them? You could get help without them knowing why.
Okay. Maybe it's time you had a chat to them about things being difficult and you need to see someone like a psychologist? You've been in the pastv and they paid so do you think they would pay again?
