i dont understand,,
i have been okay for the past couple of months but its hit me bid style now!
im looseing everyone. everything i have ever worked for,,
i fail at everything, even attempting to kill myself i failed at, i didnt cut deep enough.
im a failure at family life and as a friend.. i still have friends that love me however the ones i really love have left me because i ditched them for popularity,, wtf is wrong with me!!! i cant go on living like this. i give people advise but cant use it for myself.. people think im a freak at school and normally i would say ahh **** the haters but now im speachless...
