I'm so sorry for all that I've done,
I'm so sorry for what I've become.
I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time,
I can't hold you back 'cuz I'm losing my mind.
I'm so sorry for all that I've done,
I'm so sorry for what I've become.
I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time,
I can't hold you back 'cuz I'm losing my mind.
~*~
.What do you do when nightmares become reality and.
Blurring and stirring - the truth and the lies.
(So I don't know what's real) So I don't know what's real and what's not (and what's not)
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
Empty spaces - what are we living for?
Abandoned places - I guess we know the score..
On and on!
Does anybody know what we are looking for?
Another hero - another mindless crime.
Behind the curtain, in the pantomime.
Hold the line!
Does anybody want to take it anymore?
The Show must go on!
The Show must go on! Inside my heart is breaking,
My make-up may be flaking,
But my smile, still, stays on!
Whatever happens, I'll leave it all to chance.
Another heartache - another failed romance.
On and on!
Does anybody know what we are living for?
I guess i'm learning
I must be warmer now..
I'll soon be turning round the corner now.
Outside the dawn is breaking, But inside in the dark I'm aching to be free!
The Show must go on!
The Show must go on! Yeah!
Ooh! Inside my heart is breaking!
My make-up may be flaking!
But my smile, still, stays on!
Yeah! oh oh oh
My soul is painted like the wings of butterflies,
Fairy tales of yesterday, will grow but never die,
I can fly, my friends!
The Show must go on! Yeah!
The Show must go on!
I'll face it with a grin! I'm never giving in!
On with the show!
I'll top the bill!
I'll overkill! I have to find the will to carry on!
On with the,
On with the show!
The Show must go on.
Madness does not always howl. Sometimes, it is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "Hey, is there room in your head for one more?"
All I know is I'm Lost Without You, I don't wanna lie! How am I gonna be strong without you? I need you by my side! If we ever couldn't be together And we ended with goodbye Don't know what I'd do.... I'm Lost Without You! I keep trying to find my way, Make all those feelings go away, I keep trying to face the day.. I'm Lost Without You.
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way. For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took, Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay
I'm not okay I'm not okay You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay) I've told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks The photographs your boyfriend took You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now (I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me Because I'm telling you the truth I mean this, I'm okay! (Trust Me)
I'm not okay I'm not okay Well, I'm not okay I'm not o-****ing-kay
I'm not okay I'm not okay (Okay?)
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.’ – Oscar Wilde
‘It’s hard to dance with the devil on your back.’ Sydney Carter
I hate your voice and I hate your face
Exterminate you from the human race
Life’s a joke and the joke is on you
Hey you, it’s true, you suck, **** you
I hope and pray every day
I’ll get the news that you passed away
So take your life and turn it off
Goodbye, so long, get lost, **** off
[Chorus:]
I don’t care, mother****er I don’t care
I don’t care mother****er
Suicides the only choice for you
To see you dead would be a dream come true
Slit your wrist and show God who’s boss
Goodbye, so long, get lost, **** off
Why don’t you do the whole world a favor
Connect your throat to the nearest razor
Or do you need it spelled out for you
Well F.U.C.K.Y.O.U.
[Chorus]
Mother****er I don’t care
Mother****er I don’t care
[Chorus]
This Is For My Fallen Soldiers, We Miss You.
Although You're Gone, We With You. <3
..
Say what you will of me,
I'll always have Juggalo family <3
It all applies, the black just as much as the highlighted
my reflection, dirty mirror
there's no connection to myself
i'm your lover, i'm your zero
i'm the face in your dreams of glass
so save your prayers
for when you're really gonna need 'em
throw out your cares and fly
wanna go for a ride?
she's the one for me
she's all i really need
unless she's the one for me
emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness
and cleanliness is godliness, and god is empty just like me
intoxicated with the madness, i'm in love with my sadness
bullshit fakers, enchanted kingdoms
the fashion victims chew their charcoal teeth
i never let on, that i was on a sinking ship
i never let on that i was down
you blame yourself, for what you can't ignore
you blame yourself for wanting more
she's the one for me
she's all i really need
unless she's the one for me
she's my one and only
Now come one come all to this tragic affair
Wipe off that make-up what's in is despair
So throw on the black dress mix in with the lot
You might wake up and notice you're someone you're not
If you look in the mirror and don't like what you see You can find out first hand what it's like to be me
So gather round piggies and kiss this goodbye I'd encourage you're smiles and expect you won't cry
Another contusion my funeral Jag
Here's my resignation I'll serve it in drag
You've got front row seats to the penitence ball When I grow up I want to be nothing at all
I said yeah, yeah!
I said yeah, yeah!
C'mon c'mon c'mon I said (Save me!) Get me the hell out of here (Save me!) To young to die and my dear (You can't!) If you can hear me just walk away and (Take me!)
please put the doctor on the phone
cos i'm not making any sense
Blame everyone but me for this mess
And my back has been breaking from this heavy heart
we've never seemed so far
Leave him numb. Leave him crushed.
All in all is all we are
Do you remember back then when we met You told me this gets harder well it did Been holding on forever
Promise me that when I've gone
You'll kill my enemies The damage you've inflicted temporary wounds I'm coming back from the dead
And I'll take you home with me I'm taking back the life you stole
We never got that far This helps me to think all through the night
Bright lights that won't kill me now or tell me how
Just you and I your starless eyes remain
Hip hip Hooray for me
You talk to me
But would you kill me in my sleep
Lay still like the dead
From the razor to the rosary
We could lose ourselves
And paint these walls in pitch-fork red I will avenge my ghost With every breath I take
I'm coming back from the dead
And I'll take you home with me I'm taking back the life you stole
This hole you put me in Wasn't deep enough And I'm climbing out right now
You're running out of places
To hide from me
When you go Just know that I will remember you
If living was the hardest part
We'll then one day together
And in the end we'll fall apart
Just like the leaves changing colours
And then I will be with you, I will be there
One last time now
When you go
Just know that I will remember you I've lost my fear of falling, I will be with you
I will be with you
Had a bad day, don't talk to me,
gonna ride this out,
My little black heart, breaks apart,
with your big mouth.
And I'm sick of my sickness
Don't touch me, you'll get this.
I'm useless, lazy, perverted,
and you hate me.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wakeup call,
And everything, everything's my fault.
Went to the doctor, and I asked her,
to make this stop. (whoa)
Got medication, a new addiction,
****ing thanks a lot.
I had to relapse, I'm bad at rehabs
It ruins everything. (whoa)
So point your finger, at the singer,
He's in the pharmacy.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call,
and everything's my fault.
You can't save me,
You can't blame me,
Well I'm waiting here to take a fall,
and everything, and everything's my fault.
And I'm a death threat haven't slept yet,
Baby why the wake up call
I'm the bad boy tell the tabloids
everything's my fault.
Whoa whoa whoa yeah, write it write it,
Whoa Whoa whoa everything's my fault,
everything's my fault.
I went to heaven, but couldn't get in,
For what I have done.
I said please take me, they said you're crazy
you had too much fun.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call,
and everything's my fault.
You can't save me,
You can't blame me,
Well I'm waiting here to take a fall,
and everything, everything's my fault.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
You can't save me,
You can't change me,(everything's my fault)
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Once more I say goodbye, to you Things happen but we don't really know why If it's supposed to be like this, why do most of us ignore the chance to miss?
Oh yeah...
Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears, I'm not feeling this situation Run away try to find a safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like..
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!) All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!) Just back off before I snap
Once more you tell those lies, to me
Why can't you just be straight up with honesty?
When you say those things in my ear, why do you always tell me what you wanna hear?
Oh yeah...
Wear your heart on your sleeve, make things hard to believe, I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find a safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like..
Me...(me!) Yeah...(yeah!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
Just back off before I snap and you'll see...(see!)
Me...(me!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah)
Just back off before I snap...
Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears, I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find a safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like me...
It's the best place to be when you're
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
Just back off before I snap and you'll see...(see!)
Me...(me!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah)
Just back off before I snap...
I can feel the night begining
separate me from the living
understanding me
after all I've seen
piecing every thought together
find the words to make me better.
Without a light I fear that I will stumble in the dark,
lay right down,
decide not to go on.
Plumeria Sister
After every storm, there is always a rainbow!
