alone (more of a rant then anything.)

[freelyXfighting]

i dont want anyone to council me!!! all i want is for someone i trust to listen. not to tell me how to cope or deal or manage or anything like that but to just listen!
i dont want to inflict the memories i have on anyone else so i struggle to say what happened as i dont want to be a burden on someone else. but at the same time i really dont want to be alone in the memories. i just want to talk/tell about what happened to me but i dont trust a councilor.
a councilor doesn't know me day to day and they dont care. I'm just a job to them, so i have never told them what happened. i just say i was abused an then go quite or talk about something completely different an unrelated! i dont talk about what happened and i need to.
i just wish someone that cares and that i trust would just listen. not for attention or sympathy or anything like that. just so I'm not alone in the memories. i dont want to be told how to deal or cope or anything like that. just want someone who cares an i trust to just listen.
i just dont want to be alone in the memories anymore.
sorry for the rant.

[jesslove]

Don't apologise. This actually reminds me of how I used to feel, so you aren't alone. If you'd like to talk, I'm here. Feel free to PM me. But know that I am not a professional. I understand though that sometimes you just need someone who cares to listen and acknowledge how youre feeling. <3

[Heaven Knows]

Hi.

As said above; you don't need to apologise. I too used to feel like that a lot of the time. You don't want someone to try to fix you...you just want them to hear you out, right?

If you do ever want to talk, please don't hesitate to drop me a PM.

x Katie x

[freelyXfighting]

thank you. x